Teach me how to stop .♥.

Thursday, April 30, 2009

arrghhh,

yesterday was a horrible night,had the scariest blood test,

the doctor said my vein was too small,

& he asked me if i was right hander,said yes,

than he took my right hand,asked me not to look,

(wth?how the hell can u not look when its UR right hand?)

plus plus,he pull it bloody close to the table..

so he rubbed & rubbed,

still nothing..sadist right??:/

so he stuck the dang needle in,trying to suck some blood,

guess what?!

no blood.. ._.

so he took the dang needle out *ouchhhies*

poked it in again,went "hmmmm..."

and adjusted it,imagine the freaking pain i was in then.. :/

suck the blood,he said too little,

so he PUSHED the BLOOD BACK,

pulled the dang needle out for the 3 rd time, O.O

poked into another vein and finally done..

imagine the bloody words i spoke.. :/

whatsmore i had to witness it all.. T.T

one stupid thing i realised only today,

that is never go cut ur own hair..

bloody hell right??

yeahhh,damn right..

today is the only day i tolerate nonsensical crapp,

gonna have haircut again on sat

(by professionals thank god..)

hopefully its better than DIY..

(don laugh at me okay,ppl makes mistakes..

my mistake was i trusted my skills too much..): )

mr tan came in awhile but never teach..-.-

but ms quek came!!!:D

than he had to do a ton of maths work.. :/

i rather mr tan teach..

than he returned our mock paper,

(which i forgot to do and rushed during recess)

gt 2 other ppl to help me with it..

xinyao,(who rushed through the paper)

& valerie poh(who writes like me & takes her time)

so 1 of the comments was "solve step by step.what are u rushing for?"

when i read that,it was like mr tan was really in my mind.. 0.0(faints faints) hahas..

than the other comment was

"very gd,this is not easy,but u gt it correct.keep it up!"

hahas..lmaos..valerie does write like me!!:D

pls,im never friends with algebra plus fraction qns...

so i was laughing my ass off whenever i read it.. :D

than hear one about the one i did..

"with lesser ppl,the job can be completed faster?"

ohhh,yarh hors..i totally didnt think through me pea brain.. ._.

& ohh yarhs,

i created a mobile phone blogg..

i might blog there when im free or in class..

its easier using a phone!!:D

http://booyah-123.blogspot.com/

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

today lit test,

thanks ms quek for ur concern.. :D

slept after my test,cuz did POA like mad yesterday night,

than ms quek was concern for me.. :D

thanks..

*its not my own family that makes me feel the warmth and encouragement i need..how ironic is that?!

I WISH I WAS BORN AN ORPHAN..
im happy to go to australia,
probably cuz im finally out of my parents clutches,
even if it is for 6 days,
short time freedom is better than nothing..
so now what?what about what i wan?
assholes..
how am i suppose to take the blood test without money??
freaks..
good..now u are keeping me stuck with u guys in singapore,under your stupid control..
who knows if im fed up and walk out of this house??
enough anot??my life or yours??
force me to study,adding pressure to me without noticing..
do u know why i always said i wan to give up??i could never do it??
i don wan u guys to have high expectations,
but when i really do well,
what is ur first qns??"did you copy??"or it would be "yahh,good.."than im ignored..
why did u disregard my hardwork??
there is nothing more to push me on..
yahhh,thanks mom,thanks dad..
if u like comparing me with my cousins so much,
i rather u didnt give birth to me..for what??
make me feel inferior only?..
did it ever occur to u that im human?i have feelings??
with ppl like u guys,im better off alone,
who knows if i wouldve been stronger??
infront of ppl,u would tell others how bad i was..
does it please u to bring me down??
must u announce it to the whole damn world??
FYI,im UR child,
i gt ur blood flowing in me..
who knows if u guys are bigger idiots??
seriously,its nothing to be proud of..
don worry,i don think u guys are something to be proud of too..
instead of sneaking ard,why don u just ask me??no respect for privacy..
ppl tell me parents are like that,
but u guys are the extreme kind of ppl..
i rather we were just strangers..
now,its my turn to talk about u guys..
its nothing but the pure truth..
ask ur bloody conscience if u have one..
is it fair to me??

Friday, April 24, 2009

hahahas,pet society!!!:D
(im actually poor..T.T)
everyones studying for midyear??:/
i havent started..
LOLS..hahas..expected to fail luhh me,
i hate 2 or more test in a day,
cuz i have a big possibility of mixing them both up.. :P

Lit plus eng summary plus circle properties test today.. :/
concentrated on lit,in the end,ms quek gave out the paper,
she gave it b4,on the 1 st day we went for lit lessons..=.=
*faints,& sees life flashing b4 me*
walao,i feel so stupid..=.=
i read the paper at home,than totally disregarded it..
i mean,what are the chances the same paper appears again??:/
based on my observation b4 today,it is ZEROOOO,
which teacher would be so nice??:/
so i stunned there & my mind went "diaoooo,siannnn.."
so i spent my time last night,studying lit
(reading the bloody book of damn small words & 55 pages)
& disregarding maths..
in the end,i think i will fail the circle properties test..& lit!!!T.T
mr tan also say "come on,i know u can do better than this.."
than he said as long as i do his work,i will know..
but...but,BUT..i blanked out again.. O.O
*cry cry cryyyyyyyy*
this happens when im nervous,& i know i really didnt study for it..T.T
hate-ious..T.T irritating,when i begged my life to ask him to change for tmr..T.T
i donwan fail!!!!D:

i had a hilarious dream the other day,(or was it yesterday??:/)
hahahas..so stupid luhh that dream..
when i woke up,
i didnt forget it,& was thinking up a evil scheme for the dream the whole day..
LOLS.. :P
told a lot of ppl lols,all laughed so far.. :P

*how i wish i could get a "divorce" with my parents,
like the poem i read..
i mean it seriously,not said due to spite them,
but seriously,
which parent;
1.look through their child's smses??
2.read through their childs stuff??(at least do it secretly?what are u?idiots?)
3.break their child's door's lock?(like darn!i have my privacy!)
4.treat me like kindergarden & telling me no com no tv(definetly not cuz of exam period)
5.want a full report of where you were once u come back?
6.call u in intervals,causing u not to enjoy urself?
7.demand to know who u were with?
8.look through ur phone,keep ur contacts,& call them to check up on me secretly?
9.ask u where u are,& check out on you?
10.demand u come back at once,or they will pull u back?
11.call your teachers secretly to check up on you,like get real!!couldnt u ask me?!
yupp,those are the 11 things my parents do..
who knows??the list grows almost everyday..
i want to let my hair down once in awhile,
i feel like a dog,obeying like an idiot..
that is why i don like bringing friends over,
why would u want to meet such barbaric ppl??!!
wait til im 21,just wait,
i cant wait to move outta here!!!
wait til u see the real situation here,
no unwanted comments too,
put urself in my shoes yeahhh ppl??!!:/
don tell me they are my parents,they care blah blahh blahhhh..
cuz i heard enough frm them,& its ALL EXCUSES just to keep me in the bloody hse..
even if u gt alot to say,i don wan to hear it,u can just press the little red cross on top..
BYEBYEEEEEE!!!!!

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

You are NOT music to my ears.. (:

lalala,

so many teachers are absent these days..

feels so nice,

but they leave a ton of homework.. :/

sometimes i miss them..):

awwwws,but not all!!!(i'm not kuku in my mind..)

sometimes,i never do homework,

& im off the hook!!!!:D
wheewww..thank goodness..

today POA test,
blanked out.. O.O
woke up at 5 am,study 30 mins,
cannot take it,than sleep again..
heh heh heh..
so wtf??i cant balance the acct..
wth is trade debtors & creditors??
so mafan..
debtor jiu debtor,why write trade debtor?!:/
make me blurrrrrr...
Ivan annnounced after chinese class,
that mr tan never come,
which made me the happiest!!!:D (OMG,im evil)
but another relive teacher mr tan came..=.=
so we ended up scolding him..
hahahas..
sat together in groups,
with ivan,guocong,fazinee,wanling & daniel..
LOLS,so darn funny..

3e4'09 so rocks!!!:DDDDDDD

everyday is filled with laughter,

except yahh,always a balance in the end,

but i'm not gonna let a sucker influence my happy mood!!!:D

*btw,we were talking bad about you,
seriously,whenever you speaked,
they said it was a little dog barking..
which i think was true,
u are the only saint in your eyes,
we are the bad people in your eyes..
ya right,you rule your own world,
don ever try to make us revolve around you..
its not possible..or should i say impossible??(:
you are being hated,yet u irritate more ppl..
lets see where this is going,yarhhh??..
lets see where looking for trouble gets you..
think of your actions before putting the blame on us..
whoever goes against you is wrong,
what are you??the king of the world??..
come on luhh,get real..

so what if you are??u wan chop my head off ahh??(:
u arent even legal to be a judge..
ohhh,its not me talking,
its almost everyone..(:
btw,both are my good friends..
i didnt abandon anyone..
stop talking bad about ppl,enough is enough yehhs??
some things are no longer yours,
so what?u wanna snatch?do u have the capabilities?:/
stop grabbing attention by talking crap..
news flash,ppl no longer believe it yehh??
its lame bodoh!!!!:/

ohhh,yarhhs..
enough about ppl who arent worth it..
(although i alr talked so much crap too :P)
F&N remidial,
edit edit edit like crazy,
but ended up finished early,
waited for wanling,
waited,waited,waited
wondered around,
ivan & munjunn playing warcraft or smth..
hahahas..
helped daniel,cuz i was bored (& i did a good deed!!:D)
but it was cold until i really couldnt type..
they said smth funny again,
really pervertic,so not typing,
ask me if you are curious.. its hilarious..
something to do with the real dog(which is not them)
lalalas..
hope mr tan not coming again.. :P
i'm not being evil..
just wish he is busy,so cant come??:P
(crappity crappppppppp)
hahas,so i can at least have another hour of brain relaxation.. :P

kelvin cheah;papa smsed me yesterday!!!:D
omg,so long never hear from him,
so i'm damn happy..(LOLS)
hahas..he encouraged me to get good results for him to see..
but i think its impossible..
my account cant balance!!!!!!!!!T.T
nevermind,i will try harder!!!:D
jiayou also lao pa!!!!:D
make ***** regret for his whole bloody life!!!:D
hope to see my laopa soon..):
he gives me the best encouragement,
thats why he's the best papa!!!(:

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Is a forced smile good enough??

yesterday was e-learning day..
e-learning sucks mann..%$#%$^%
i was having a headache when i woke up,
than i on english comprehension 1st,
all i can say is...wth??so many words..*faints*

anyways,skip skip to 3 plussss..
went out with...
ehhhh..123456789 ppl..
to go watch movie at causeway..
hahas..we went to catch handsome suit.. :P
damn funny..
but weird,they all keep laughing & laughing NONSTOP..=.=
(even when it isnt the funny part LOLS)
than xinyi kep shoving the left over tickets to me..
than i asked if she still wanted it,she said no,
so i threw it infront(& WOWWWW,its quite far k!!)
walk walk than homedddd..
so sadddd,so fast go backk..):
i didnt eat the whole day(tan kailun must have ate my share..T.T)
wan watch 17 again~!!!!!:D
wondering who i shld watch with??:/ hmmmmm..
considering asking huasi,
but she's super duper active..
things don go her way,she will scream her head off..=.="
(vinson,kelvin cheah,kelvin ong & me experienced it b4.. ._.)
*someone promised to visit on the phone,but he didnt...):
than his good bro also going into a disappearing act..
making me bored like hell................T.T

today,1 hr 30 mins looked @ f&n recipes..
my eyes were popping out.. O.O
look til very xin kuuu...
than had poa,more horrible,
all the numbers.. *eyes pop out*
than ivan and guocong's usual crappppp..
chinese listening comprehension..
i don understand sio..
i doodled in english what i understand.. O.O
so i was rubbing away like mad...
(btw,my precious eraser broke,so is my tolerance..)
(stapled it back anyways.. :D pretty eraser again!!!)
than came my favourite lit!!!!:D
learned irony..(go youtube & search "Ironic" theres a song)
LOLS..its really weird..
& ironiccc.. ._.
but ms quek explained it well.. :D
she drew on the board our reaction when we saw the irony examples,
which is o.O hahas..
its the truth...
read a unseen poem about a teacher,
i hate that teacher lorrr,
the student wrote about her problems to the teacher,
than the teacher only cares about her grammer,
not her family problems..
than unexpectedly,the student died(commit suicide)!!!!:O
than the damn teacher said "what a timid girl,too bad she didnt tell me her problems"
well,she damn well did,only that ass hole teacher didnt botherr..
(that is ironyyyyy)
than ms quek said some meaningful things,
which i think i might use anytime soon,to defend myself..(:

lols,seeyun did a very funny thing in the morning,
whooooshhh,my 1st laugh of the day.. :D
& yarh,i saw ur name..with an EXCLAIMATION MARK..
happy??:D ahahahas..

test test test..
when is it ending??!!:/
irritatinggggg...f&n,poa & ss...):
well,enough of crappppppp,
rantings end here..(:

Thursday, April 9, 2009

Life is full of unfairness..):

Posting.. ;D

YAYYY,I'M GOING TO AUSTRALIA!!!!!!!!!:D

woots woots!!!!;D

damn happy,

since i really didnt expect that to happen!!!;D

(i'm mad right now..)

today had POA,

haizzz i wished teacher didnt come,

cuz the format cant get into my head,

so i'm kinda pissed with the subject LOL..

& we had a lot of fun on yesterday when cher didnt come..

well,i know i had.. ;D

sitted with dorene that day,

than ivan & guocong came & talked crap as usual..

gt distracted & became slow,

but was funnn luhhhs,

talking back to them is really funny(LOL)..

we call each other names.. :P

the topic we discussed was dogs,dog food,dog & owners..

(they are dogs to each other..=.=,interesting topic though..)

anyways,

what a boring little day it was..

ss,phy plus chem test today.. X.X

i totally didnt read ss..):

than came the crap with lotsa no.(for ss,make me blur niaa..X.X)

so i admit defeat..

phy no time lols..

some ppl found phy easy though..

u know??i used pencil to write at the side cuz i was not sure..

i doodled "inertia?? newtons 2nd law??"

than i never erase.. X.X

shucks,i got kinda nervous,

& blanked out..

i had a point to prove,

but i admit defeat,whatever,

now,u can insult me however u wan,no difference alr..

i tried my best to recall everything,

if i fail,i will fail with pride,cuz i know i did my best..

will be disappointed,but i know i slogged out for that result,

whatever it might be..

btw,i heard what you said..u can take my paper to fail it first,

cant be bothered..

I almost cried ove dangggg physics again..

my life sucks because of physics..):

chem was nice though,
even though i'm not sure if i gt it correct..
had a hard time squeezing ans from my brain.. :/
ohhhhh,i don want come for remidial..):
1 qns never do only,
cuz of no time..):
hope i can pass for chem to help in combined science..):
i'm awfully jealous of ppl taking pure sciences,
most of all e2,cuz gt mr yappp!!!!!
well,life doesnt have a u-turn or second chance..
i can only keep trying!!!:D
(irritatingly positive..=.=)

smsing kailun & an unknown guy,
cuz i don know who the other guy is,
he smsed me by mistake,
than somehow,just kept going on lols..
(weird way to make friends)
HAHAHA..
told kailun i going australiaaaaaa!!;D(seriously mad)
told him to start praising me,so i will get him something there,
than he UN-willingly say i very guai,
so maybe i will pick a bird's feather there for him.. :D
those going to china,I WAN PRESENTS TOOO!!!;D
gotta get for 8 of the girls,
luckily both wanling & me sharing,
so not that bad,HOHOHOS!!!;D
xinyi,valerie poh,yingyu..
ME WANT PRESENTS WOR!!!;D
kekekes..
danggg,mood spoiled when talking about physics to kailun..
sibei du lan.. :/
my horoscope book tell me to tolerate,
cuz these things happen in life & i shld think positive,
cuz i'm a bubbly person,shldnt let these things get me down
but,for how long??
for how much??its my limit..
that is why,life is unfair..
in the end,there is always a balance in happy & unhappy stuffs..

*stop being an ass hole,
look at the ppl ard u..
we did not change,
u did,from bad to worst..
we are just as human as u are,not inferior..
we have what we dont know..
i did stuffs for u too,
so don say it like u did everything,
repeating it over & over ur contributions
& my "laziness" aft what i did just this week..
i find it nauseating..
if u were as smart as u said,
than prove it,lets wait til u get top in class..
stop blaming the teachers..
blame it on yourself if u didnt study..

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

A turn of events,can really change your mood!!!;D

YAYYS YAYYS!!!:D

all of the above ppl came to my hse,

to do their geog project,

cuz library was booked to full hse..

HAHAHAS..

was fun on the way back,

finally gt ppl accompany me home!!!;D

shout & shout as usual..

i admit,i was v.bitchyyyy.. HAHAHAs..

in the end,they played pet society..=.=

it must be very addicting,yes?no?..

well,that just made me happier taking lit..

wahahas!!;D

felt that my hse was like a museum??

than they said it was like a mama shop??..

full of drinks,2 flat screen teley,full of tidbits??

(next time,i will charge entrance fees.. ;D)

than played with valerie poh,

i like messy her hair when she says something wrong..

bitchy yarhs??..

than she tie & tie.. ;D

i was irritating her all the way~ ;D

than she don take revenge,

she go irritate the others instead..

which made it even more funnn!!!;D

was too overboard,but i totally let my hair down,

& fun til the maxxxxxxx..

yarh,i can tell she can take jokes.. :D

anyways,at school..

kinda pissed off at yesterdays late night noise..

what??are they tearing down the whole of block 468??!!:/

inconsiderate assholes..

was alr having insonmia,

just when i was about to slp,

the noise jerked me up..

approximately 8 times??(that was how couldnt slp i was)

ate scrambled eggs,

than rushed to sch..

I COMPLETED MATHS!!!

like for the 2nd time??;P

jia li hai during chinese,

helping tianci do,

LOL,i gt stuck,

cant rmb the damn formula..

but flip flip,& found it!!:D

hell of a time during chinese..

the relieve cher damn freak.. :/

discuss also cannot..

hweemin was gone so long..):

lonelyyyyyyyyyyyy~

than rebecca sit beside me,

which was niceeeeeeee,

laughed & laughed..

you gotta love chinese classes!!!;D

only avaliable at e2!!!;D

but seriously,not the subject luhhh..

the chinese words just could kill youuuuu!!!!>"<

eng mock paper,

summary got so much shitttttt!!

confirm over flow de lorrr..

counted..probably overshot by 30-40 words..

dangggg!!!):

cher don mark me downnnnn~!!!!!!

wan edit also no time...):

can relate the paper to lit??

like they ask u to express the feeling the author wans to say??

yupps,like lit's unseen poetry..

LIT HELPS!!!!!!;D

(i miss ms quek...): )

i miss seeyun..):

i was thinking of how much fun we would have if she was here..):

* i couldnt care less about what u said..

she's my friend,i dont look at her past,

i look at the present,i can only say,

i like like like her more than you,

and i can tell she is nth like you said,

arent u the lil backstabber instead??..

so nehhh nehhh niii poo poooo!!!!

childish freako,

what is ur motive??

break our friendship??..

u just made me despise you more..

goodluck with ur life if u continue being like that..

u are no longer the one we all once knew..

u turned out to be someone disappointing instead..

group cme today,

taught me friendship,

& that is trust..

i trus her,i cant say the same bout u though..

cant be bothered anymore..

as long as u dont bother me,i couldnt care a heckkk..

just shoooo off...

Monday, April 6, 2009

LALALA!!!:D (told ya i'm genetically programmed!!:/)
the heart shape xinyi gave me!!!:D
i kept opening it & laughed..
so very very hard to close.. :P
& my biggie eraser which i love!!!:D
kanna vandalised by seeyun..
LOLS.."ask for permission b4 using me *angry face*"
sitting with her is soooo funnnnn!!!!;D
make me laugh like mad lorrrs...
for no reason,she can go "heeheehee"
& than she gives that face when i say lame stuffs,
than she will laugh again..
make me infected,
i didnt realised she came back so fast,
after her amaths,
than suddenly she sat beside me,
which made me scream:"你终于回来了!!!!!"
LOLS,which made her looked at me weirdly..=.=
& she go write on her chem WB that she is hungry,
cuz recess was late today,
LOLS,to think i thought she was copying the chem ans..=.=
sorry yihui again today.. ;P
she said "eugenia!!!YOU SUCKS!!!" the last time,
or at least she gave me that look again.. ;P
hahahas,in the end,also didnt happen right??:D
finally recess,
went a bit kuku??;P
i found myself talking extremely fast,
so funnehhhhhh..
i cant even understand what i was talking about..
F&N do some stuffs on food assessment??
LOL,how am i supposed to know how heavy the person is??..=.=
than assembly,
just nice rebbecca was beside me,
but we were all the way behind,
so must talk carefully..
somemore,
the ppl today all talk so loudly,
i don think she heard what i said that clearly..=.=
anyways,its a wonder how a few words can turn into an essay right??
an essay of approximately 300 plus words??!!
since all the words were chimm.. :D
went to e2,
thank god their pure science test was during sch hours,
turns out,valerie poh likes mr yap too,
high 5 yooooooo!!!!;D
if only he was my science teacher..*sighhh*
but mr ang is good too luhh.. :D
just that i think mr yap is cuteeee..
i saw someone wrote on the table :"mr yap rocks!!!"
i couldnt agree more!!!!;D
seriously,his "no noise cuz i hate noise" rule is funny.. :D
wanling kanna both china & australia!!!!:D
cool man!!!;D
congratulations!!u have a choice!!!!;D
proud of the "never give up" wanling!!!:D
talked on the way back,
gonna watch movieeee,
with xinyi they all..
I STILL OWE THEM A SURPRISE!!!!T.T
(all the LALALA fault,but i cant stoop saying.. :/)
(i'm seriously at a loss on what to get..)
but stupidly,i gt combined science test..):
suckyyyyy..
so maybe changing date...):
tmr seeyun going SYF!!!T.T
goodluck,i will miss you!!!!!):
luckily tmr have cme,
funnnn plus funnnnnnn!!!!;D
gotta chiong maths,
wish me good luck!!!!:D

Saturday, April 4, 2009

the above picture is to encourage myself,
LOL.. ;P
sad to say,
i am genetically programmed to say "LALALA~"
for no rhyme no reason...):
thus,i lost a bet with xinyao,
i bet that i wont say LALALA in a week,
but yet,i said it on friday,
just when it was so near to a week!!!T.T
than on friday,xinyi gave me a heart shape note..
not gonna tell you the contents..*bleah!!:P*
but somehow,she could predict my reaction;
which is me laughing like crazyyy,
so she wrote :"are you laughing now?"
which made me seriously burst out laughing..

i seriously don know whats wrong with ppl these days,
whats wrong with me working part time??!!
i dare say i don waste my life sleeping my sat away,
unlike in the past,at least i spent my sat with meaning..
i get money through pure hardwork,
okay,so why do you guys study??
to get a job right??!!
so i'm skipping a step,
i don understand what the big hoo haa is about!!!
if you guys like mac so muchhhh,
why don you build a campsite beside it??!!
why irritate me??
i call this 少见多怪..
everyday macdonald girl,
don you think its extremely childish??
arent you tired of saying it??
the next time anyone trys that,
it will be SHUT UP,OR REASONING(if that is applicable to ya..)
i never regretted joining mac,
so nth you all can say to change that fact..
to me,its your loss,my gain..
i just expanded my circle of friends,
& i found more potential friends there than most of you all..
next time round,
think b4 you shoot your mouth??
& btw,just to someone;
its no more timid eugenia hanging on to crap cuz of her studies,
i will make you swallow your every words!!!
i will swallow it down for now..
its gonna be your turn soon..
but seriously, Grow up?!!
i don find you entertaining,
obviously,most of the student population dont..(:
btw,cant you analyze
that i cant be bothered with anything you do anymore??

argghhhh,irritating ppl..
been watching videos online..
boring way to spend a sunday..
gonna do the food journal stuff next,
15 copys pick 1??
non environmental friend-ish!!!:/
also a headache of a time picking..
wish me good luck!!):
gonna go study for my F&N test,phy & chem..
YAYYY!!!I LOVE CHEM!!!:D
that day sat with seeyun for eng & chem,
mad i tell you,
laugh over stuffs i wont normally laugh at..
overall,fun plus fun plus FUN i tell ya!!!:D
somehow i bought 2 packets of biscuit,
but gave them to wanling & yihui..
sorry sorry to yihui.. ;P
no regrets though,
but just a reminder for myself,next time buy 3 packets..(:
whee whee,everyone loves animalll biscuits!!!;DDDDD(LOL)
next time anyone is angry at you,
just buy them animal biscuits!!!;DD