Tuesday, April 28, 2009
im happy to go to australia,
probably cuz im finally out of my parents clutches,
even if it is for 6 days,
short time freedom is better than nothing..
so now what?what about what i wan?
assholes..
how am i suppose to take the blood test without money??
freaks..
good..now u are keeping me stuck with u guys in singapore,under your stupid control..
who knows if im fed up and walk out of this house??
enough anot??my life or yours??
force me to study,adding pressure to me without noticing..
do u know why i always said i wan to give up??i could never do it??
i don wan u guys to have high expectations,
but when i really do well,
what is ur first qns??"did you copy??"or it would be "yahh,good.."than im ignored..
why did u disregard my hardwork??
there is nothing more to push me on..
yahhh,thanks mom,thanks dad..
if u like comparing me with my cousins so much,
i rather u didnt give birth to me..for what??
make me feel inferior only?..
did it ever occur to u that im human?i have feelings??
with ppl like u guys,im better off alone,
who knows if i wouldve been stronger??
infront of ppl,u would tell others how bad i was..
does it please u to bring me down??
must u announce it to the whole damn world??
FYI,im UR child,
i gt ur blood flowing in me..
who knows if u guys are bigger idiots??
seriously,its nothing to be proud of..
don worry,i don think u guys are something to be proud of too..
instead of sneaking ard,why don u just ask me??no respect for privacy..
ppl tell me parents are like that,
but u guys are the extreme kind of ppl..
i rather we were just strangers..
now,its my turn to talk about u guys..
its nothing but the pure truth..
ask ur bloody conscience if u have one..
is it fair to me??
