Saturday, May 23, 2009
lifes boringgggggg..):doing the same things again and again,
just when i thought no more F&N coursework,
there it goes again.. :/
just when i thought no more writing of sooooo many words,
there goes lit correction again..
so no lifeee..):
i dont get why the school plans so much post exams activities..
i'm sure no one will like it compared to nice holidays..
well,i dont..
so boring..makes me regret going zhenghua..):
no offence,but i rather be with jocelyn fong..):
ohhhh,feel bloody hell like wing now,misfit..
homesick..and zhenghua doesnt feel like home..):
the demands i made upon myself,is crushing me down..
no matter what,badge of belonging=awkwardly worn.. T.T
what the crap?now look what happened!i'm turning emo..
anyways,happy news first,
still going aus(not really that excited,the feeling died down),
but the change of plans is interesting..
visiting chocolate factory,
(not good,gotta buy more souvenirs,mum forced me to buy unique ones=very expensive!)
*okay,this is sooo turning into bad news..):
ohhh!&,i got in biomedical engineering for science enrichment!!:D
i'm going highhhhhhhh!!!:D
dont want monday to come,
father going to zss for career talk,
some smartass right?!
like he got the best job in the world to talk cock?!
to me,his job is being as despicable as he can,even beyond..and ruining my peaceful life..
i'm not talking crap,u just havent met my "ol great father"
wait til u meet him *slaps own face and faints*
can i skip school on mon?
what are post exam activities for?!
make me embarass and faint on the spot?!
RAWWWRRRS!!!I'M GOING MAD!!!!
ms quek,thanks,but that grade is not good enough to me..
on average it is okay,
but i gotta do better!!
thats the only thing i can ace in and thats the only thing i enjoy,
gotta prove that lit isnt the wrong choice of subject!!!
don wanna turn back and regret!!!
don wanna disappoint u and ur efforts..
do lit proud!!!jiayou eugenia!!!(talk big to encourage myself T.T don think its possible)
;i'm all about studies,awwwwww,i'm becoming a nerd(on the outside)which is empty in substance and all talk,useless to memorise(mixed up),useless to try..trying to give up yet acting strong on the outside bitch..what will be my next big step?breaking downnnnn alr..life's just so unfair and not worth to live..):
*mops around whole day..*
