Wednesday, July 22, 2009
LUCKY DESPERATELY WANTS MR.MANGOSTEEN!!RAWWRRS..
Today homed 1 hr earlier!!:D *screams!!*
thankyou o'level(which i wont be thanking next year)
found a good website for recipes,
which are easy to do,and proven it actually CAN be done,
happy happy :D (its damn colourful you see..)
here i go(again)coursework!!
gonna get youuuuu!!!!!!rawwrrs.. :D
finished my ST presentation today,
haha,i was stuck at 1st(no idea how to start).. :P
i was practically shaking in my toes,(sweating too :P)
glad i could(finally)put down all the nervous feelings i bring to EL lessons.. :D
(and glad that i no longer have to search like mad for interesting arcticle)
its hard to decide between articles,i mean its all interesting,
thats why its in the newspaper right??!!(how ironical.. ._.)
OR buy lotsa greentea to calm myself down.. :/
screw it,i spent quite alot on green tea.. :/ ^%&_&^%$#
my allowance is being cut cuz im lazy to go down and eat(& its troublesome to queue):/
someone enlighten my mom pls?):
maths level test was the pits,
i memorised things i shouldnt have,
and forgot things i did for hw the day b4,
(which apparently came out..): )
ss was okay(based on the time),even though half of it i didnt know what im writing about..):
no time,and ended up quoting wrong stand and wrong evidence..):
test shouldnt come 2gether in a day!!!:/
(fri:POA plus CHINESE(AHHHHH!!!)
awwww,hope the sad virus stops going ard,
alot of ppl are pulling a long face..):
come'on,it isnt the end,
tommorrow will be better..♥:D
so gogogo,smilesmilesmile,laughlaughlaugh,
cuz even if you are downdowndown,sadsadsad,crycrycry,
a day will just pass like that,
why not make the best outta it?(:
Sunday, July 19, 2009
its a matter of choice to breakdown or stand strong..(:dedicated to passerby:(arent you glad?:D)
thanks for your feedback passerby,(:
i mean it..
i admit i have alot of bad points,
but thanks to your feedback,i have taken note of it..
cant say i can definitely change,
but will rethink your words..(:
might not be the me who you exactly want me to be,
but just want you to know,
i just wanna be me,
even with the bad points,
im still me..
the me once in a lifetime,the me i wan ppl to know me as..
no matter how much you hate it,
you cant change me as easily as you want,(:
just like i cant change you..
pls keep in mind that the world isnt so simple,
ppl arent made the way you like..(ouch,i know this hurts,but its plain reality)
live with it for just 2 more yrs yeah?(:
hopefully,i'll be out of your life by than..
still,tagboard deleted,
no matter what,
it still spoils ones day,break my determinded thought,
and most of all it hurts..
still,i will live with it..(:
comments are what makes ppl better..(:
so,thankyou passerby,(:
for making this dead blog and (previous)tagboard alive!!:D
once again,sorry i make you feel this way..
still hope all the best for you,for meeting ppl better than me..(:
keep hanging on!!:D
work hard in beating me in every aspect,
than you will feel that satisfaction yupp?(:
swallow that hate,don let me get the joy of ruining ur life!
remember,there are sadder stories being written in the outside world):
you gotta hang on for the sake of the other ppl,
who cant even hang on if they want to..
(sniffs related to show:1 litre of tears),
(do catch it online!!): its sad..): cant say i cried 1 litre of tears,but almost..T.T)
wish ya all the best from the bottom of my heart..(:
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Nostalgic feeling ....(lucky when he was small and cute!!!:D)
(just an old pic i dug up for the sake of posting a pic.. :P)
Posting today after 123456789 years,
didnt feel like blogging..):
awwws,my blogs turning dead..):
cuz i hate replying tags!):
anyway,
its better to have a longggg longgggg post right?:D
wahahahas..
sat celebrated suling's birthday,
*happy birthday gal(:
they planned lotsa surprises,
but shes simply too good a guess-er,):
hahas,went to valerie chew's house,
and whoa,it was like big big BIG!!:D
got down to work,
got "stung" by the irritating spattering oil,
&^(*^%(*^(*) screw it!!
the rest baked oreo cakieeee,:D(it was yummy!!)
and made jelly,(which i helped to violently stir.. :P)
took us very long,
cuz we didnt know what to do first,
and we forgot to bring some things..=.=
but soon settled that and was shagged..):
ate alot while preparing,so i was full by than.. :X
feel damn fat after our mini buffet..):
NEVER DO THAT AGAIN!!!
really alot alot of stuffs prepared..
walked home(taking lrt alone,always makes me feel so weird),
so would rather walk,
saw some weird ppl instead,o.O
hahas,lol,indians plus malay talk chinese,
as in common nowadays,
but so didnt expect it,
like duhhh,we are strangers!!:X
suddenly say "ni hao xiao jie!!"
made me burst out laughing.. :X
which kinda shocked them too..
they said smth like "whoa,she laughed,that was the 1st.."
HAHA(:
all kinds of ppl nowadays..
kinda love the friendly ones..(:
do you know what pisses me off?
people making use of others,
hypocrites,
judging others cuz u dont like them..
no particular person whatsoever,
just things i see and hear everyday...
doesnt it happen in yours?
vicious cycle of siblings,neighbours&friends..
(RAHHAHA,vented the irritated feeling:D)
(pls ignore me..)
i love love love lit, :D
did script today,
ms quek was as she said,
oh so random!!
suddenly need add in:
sang nila utama,michael jackson,facebook&engage and create..
oh well,very fun so hahahas..
lately into nature,
love walking back,rising my head up high,
shouting:"tomorrow will definetly be a better day!!wheeeee~!!"
(crazy,haha,luckily no one heard.. O.O)
feeling the wind,sun or rain,
feel that so much is not expressed,
while mother nature has the better hand,
wish i could vent my emo like her..(:
*passed many spots we used to hang out,
read through many stuffs,
seen through all the presents(& some letters..)
brought back many memories..):
i miss you people;
but i have to live on anyway,
you guys just made it all the more possible,
thankyou..(:
*dont you feel just so lost on days like this?
in this world where everything,everywhere is a stage,
a competition,how do the weak survive?
should one take it in their stride,or get bothered,
should one try harder even if its alr their limit,
or just cave in?
should one find excuses or face up to the cruel world,
should one be themselves or someone others wan?
i don wanna give expectations cuz i don wan dissappointment..
what shld one do,to satisfy ppl?to satisfy oneself?
if only able to choose,
would u be superficial or true to yourself?(:
i've decided to be someone i will be proud of when i turn back,
with no regrets,you?(:
i sounded so emo.. ._.
wahahahas,
but it felt nice.. ^_^
must be all the lit-ish talk getting into me..LOL
bear with my rantings okieeee??(:
ai ni men wor!!:D