Saturday, July 11, 2009
Nostalgic feeling ....
(lucky when he was small and cute!!!:D)

(just an old pic i dug up for the sake of posting a pic.. :P)
Posting today after 123456789 years,
didnt feel like blogging..):
awwws,my blogs turning dead..):
cuz i hate replying tags!):
anyway,
its better to have a longggg longgggg post right?:D
wahahahas..
sat celebrated suling's birthday,
*happy birthday gal(:
they planned lotsa surprises,
but shes simply too good a guess-er,):
hahas,went to valerie chew's house,
and whoa,it was like big big BIG!!:D
got down to work,
got "stung" by the irritating spattering oil,
&^(*^%(*^(*) screw it!!
the rest baked oreo cakieeee,:D(it was yummy!!)
and made jelly,(which i helped to violently stir.. :P)
took us very long,
cuz we didnt know what to do first,
and we forgot to bring some things..=.=
but soon settled that and was shagged..):
ate alot while preparing,so i was full by than.. :X
feel damn fat after our mini buffet..):
NEVER DO THAT AGAIN!!!
really alot alot of stuffs prepared..
walked home(taking lrt alone,always makes me feel so weird),
so would rather walk,
saw some weird ppl instead,o.O
hahas,lol,indians plus malay talk chinese,
as in common nowadays,
but so didnt expect it,
like duhhh,we are strangers!!:X
suddenly say "ni hao xiao jie!!"
made me burst out laughing.. :X
which kinda shocked them too..
they said smth like "whoa,she laughed,that was the 1st.."
HAHA(:
all kinds of ppl nowadays..
kinda love the friendly ones..(:
do you know what pisses me off?
people making use of others,
hypocrites,
judging others cuz u dont like them..
no particular person whatsoever,
just things i see and hear everyday...
doesnt it happen in yours?
vicious cycle of siblings,neighbours&friends..
(RAHHAHA,vented the irritated feeling:D)
(pls ignore me..)
i love love love lit, :D
did script today,
ms quek was as she said,
oh so random!!
suddenly need add in:
sang nila utama,michael jackson,facebook&engage and create..
oh well,very fun so hahahas..
lately into nature,
love walking back,rising my head up high,
shouting:"tomorrow will definetly be a better day!!wheeeee~!!"
(crazy,haha,luckily no one heard.. O.O)
feeling the wind,sun or rain,
feel that so much is not expressed,
while mother nature has the better hand,
wish i could vent my emo like her..(:
*passed many spots we used to hang out,
read through many stuffs,
seen through all the presents(& some letters..)
brought back many memories..):
i miss you people;
but i have to live on anyway,
you guys just made it all the more possible,
thankyou..(:
*dont you feel just so lost on days like this?
in this world where everything,everywhere is a stage,
a competition,how do the weak survive?
should one take it in their stride,or get bothered,
should one try harder even if its alr their limit,
or just cave in?
should one find excuses or face up to the cruel world,
should one be themselves or someone others wan?
i don wanna give expectations cuz i don wan dissappointment..
what shld one do,to satisfy ppl?to satisfy oneself?
if only able to choose,
would u be superficial or true to yourself?(:
i've decided to be someone i will be proud of when i turn back,
with no regrets,you?(:
i sounded so emo.. ._.
wahahahas,
but it felt nice.. ^_^
must be all the lit-ish talk getting into me..LOL
bear with my rantings okieeee??(:
ai ni men wor!!:D