-This is going to be my ranting/pathetic post,BE WARNED-
an eye for an eye,my turn to degrade these ppl..

THE MOM
This is really disappointing,
Is it MY fault i'm not good in maths?
so what?
my cousins say maths was easy and you just take it that it was?
its just not how my brain works!
but,i've tried,i've struggled,i hung on..
even mr tan said i was improving,(just that i screwed EOY)
In fact,
you have no bloody right to stare at me as if i was lying bout maths being hard,
it was like my fault that i had to be bad at it,
so what?ppl bad in maths shld just vanish frm the face of earth?
HA!I ONLY WISH!!
(no offence,but i felt as if my mom was hinting that,at least to ME)
u didnt even go to secondary sch!
You dont have the right to stare at me,
and say that my cousins said maths was the easiest thing in their life,
apparently,you were doubting me..
when i said they had to be bad at smth,
you flared up and said they are improving,
why arent you that protective of me?
ask yourself,
how can you do that?
you work your bloody ass off,
you dont even see my effort,
i even have to handle your stupid moodswings,
how does that make you feel if you were me?
(1)you always talked bad about me behind my back,
you think i dont know,
but you dont even try to be discreet,
does my pride and feelings matter to you?
does it make you happy?
degrading me,degrading YOU..
(2)you dont like anything that is against you,
you said im rebelling,that im bad,a horror..
you wanna know whats a true rebel,bad and horror?!
the day when i kill you is all the above,
not facts,just admit you dont like hearing them..
(3)you always mumble,
you think i dont know what you said?
well,all i know is you have no guts to say it in my face,
and well,hell yea i dare to!
than you will cook up some drama..
to gain pity,
once again,you always win,
can only blame myself for being a bad actor..
(4)you dont understand ANYTHING,
i cant slp cos of nightmares,
i didnt say,cos i dont wan you to worry,
or ask those gods;i dont like them snooping about MY dreams,
you just scolded me to stop wasting electricity,
oh god,why cant you just have ELECTRICITY
as your child?!!
BTW,JOLYON(DAD SIDE,COUZ) SAID HE WASNT GOOD AT MATHS TOO,
YOU JUST DIDNT KNOW...
WHY CANT YOU ACCEPT PPL WHO ARE EITHER:
GOOD IN LANG
OR
MATHS AND SCIENCES?
(SERIOUSLY,ITS HARD TO BE BOTH!!)

THE DAD
control/search/call to check where you are/way over worried freak,
apparently doesnt understand what privacy is,
cares too much from head to toe

YOU KNOW WHAT YOU ALL NEED?
A PUPPET,
SOMEONE YOU MANIPULATE,
NOT A DAUGHTER WITH A MIND OF HER OWN..

NO PRESSURE?
ARE YOU KIDDING ME?
LOOK AT YOUR OWN EXPRESSIONS!!
YOU ALL OBVIOUSLY DIDNT MEAN IT..

THE COUSINS (BTR,MOMS SIDE)
get a life,
is bragging your occupation?
who knows if you are as gd as what you say?
and you guys are definitely not flawless!!
AS A MATTER OF FACT,
YOU ARE LIVING OFF GRANDMA AND 2ND UNCLE,
ASKING THEM TO BUY WHAT YOU WANT,
DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS ON THEM?
ASKING'EM 2 BUY SHITS LIKE PLAYSTATION,PSP,GAMEBOY ON YOU PPL?!
WHY DONT YOU RELY ON YOURSELFS IF YOU R THAT PERFECT?
PLUS,YOUR PLACE SMELLS LIKE LOOKS LIKE SOMEWHERE FOR RATS...
APPARENTLY,YOU ARE LIVING UP TO YOUR IMAGE,
SLY,DISGUSTING,BACK-STABBING CREEPS.. (OH,THE LIST GOES ON!)
i bet tuition is the only one that pushed you,
able to do all of these ON MY OWN,
is much better than what you can do ON YOUR OWN,
so shut your gap,
b4 you force me to shut it for you..

so now i feel better,
sorry you readers had to see this,
but i hadda get this off my chest,
and hopefully let those ppl above reflect,
so i can live longer/more peacefully...
WILL DO A PROPER POST NEXT TIME..

the crowd downstairs the other day 0.0
pic of clouds & sky in my room,i took the pic w me camera^^

im scared,
these days i kept having nightmares repeatedly,
in the past,most felt real,
but was funny when i woke up..
etc:
(1)i was late for sch,my bag was V.heavy,i tried to run faster,but i became a snail-.-"
i was like "wtf?!im going slower.."when i turned back,my bag was my shell.. -.-"
first i was puzzled and than i was angry,
like why the hell is this happening when im late?!^(*%$@#%
(2)i take lit,but the day b4 the paper,
i dreamt that i took the geog one!!:O
wtf?!!
and what was more maddening than when EVERYONE in lit class,
KNEW HOW TO DO THE GEOG PAPER!!>:(
invigilator was mr tan(the real test also,which freaked me out greatly) ,
i told him i took lit,
and he looked at me like i was mad!!!
he said things like what have u been learning?(let me see...err,LIT?!!!!)
how can it be?whole class take geog
blah blah blah,
so i just shut up and did it,
first qns,rivers and coast,what is part a?
err,lets see,i wrote land and soil.. ._.
than i gave up,
aft that i asked yihui,
and she said smth like "simple,it was all common sense"
wth?and i was awake.. ._.
i almost strangled yihui the next day,HAHA :P
-ps this was super vivid,which got me scared stiff the next day-
and i needed ppl to tell me there were ppl taking lit.. *phew*
(3)*recent*
in a room full of best things to eat,
and lucky just came in and ate everything,
i went :O

& some other funny dreams i cant rmb off hand.. :/

but recently,this kind was the worst nightmare in my history of nightmares,
all about supernatural;aka ghost..
you might not believe in them,
but if you had my dreams you might..
(2) & (3) are recent

(1)i was in a place of someone else,
than i suddenly(out of nowhere)I felt pain(mind you i really felt excruciating pain),
and before i know it,my soul was pulled out
(i dont know if ghost can do that,but well,i dreamt it)
and that bitch,just stepped into my body(aft pulling me soul out) and lead my life,
she could still see me,(due to the fact she kept smirking in my direction)
and well,no freaking person realised that wasnt ME!!!>:(
(2)this scarred face lady in red kept possessing other ppl,
made them jump down the building in front of me,
i cried and begged her to let them off,
i told her i rather she killed me,
(it was a v. gruesome sight)
but she just said(in chinese)"i want to make you live suffering,all this is your fault!"
and i was awake.. ._.
(3)weeping girl,
i tried to approach her slowly,
and when i was close,
she suddenly strangled me and said: "what have you done?!"
yeah,i would like to know too.. :/
i cant sleep at night,
without knowing what fucking dream is gonna occur next!!


sooooo,the other day, (which i forgotten when)
my hse downstairs gt some event,
wanted to go down,
but i was sick w flu..):
AWWWWWWWW,
downstairs had so much nice stuff sio,
popcorn,cotton candy & flea stalls,
looked so fun...):
i just kept standing there and staring down,
grumbling..):
luckily,
my dad brought some cotton candy up ^^
it was FOC!!:O
free flow sio,
my mum was in shock,
HAHA,she just kept mumbling:"never heard of free de",
super regret not going...):
*stomps feet and whacks myself*
but being kind,
i decided not to pass my flu to anyone..(:

these few days just stayed at home and stared,
wanna watch movie,
but waiting for nice ones to come out..):
so far nth caught my attention..):
anything to recommend?^^
i think i better get my ass off my chair/bed/sofa soon,
my thoughts are wandering like mad,
but go out also dont know go where,do what..
arghhhhh,
im going mad.. :/

<--*PAUSE MY PLAYLIST(left hand side bottom) b4 playing this!!*


btw,this is damn cool,
i was going through youtube to find nice songs to upload,
but i came across this,
and no curiosity did not kill the cat!!
this is damn cool,
23 songs mixed up!!:O
this songs are just nice sio,
i find them better than hearing each individual song,
(just my own thinking),
i went crazily bored when i listened to each song,
cuz all the good parts are in this video!!^^
enjoy~
& TAG ME B4 YOU GO!!!>:(

the only normal shot(read on if ya wanna know)
YAYY,i gt pink earphones~ ^^

cookiemonster got tortured!!;D

crazy idea of putting my slippers on doggy(what?!the night is long and cold,brrr**)

okay,saw and heard some crap,
so was in a foul mood,
or shld i say crazily abnormal mode?
btw jerk,
why bother lying?
i would've let you gotten away with the truth,
that bloody fucking hurt me,
now I'm definitely gonna get you back..
so,
(1)i cried like mad first,
my eyeballs felt like popping out of my sockets,
my face went really red
(2)i scribbled in a book like fuck,
(i was trying to write a poem,
but to hell with it,i ended up scribbling!!*%%&%)#&#)*#&#)
& yes,that page(or a few more) had a few freaking big holes
(3)i listened to my zen stone plus,sang out loud cried even harder,
i was singing lyrics i didnt meant ->[Its alright its okay by ashley tisdale]
& NO,ITS NOT ALRIGHT,NOT OKAY..
(thks to that jerk-sicle,i had a relapse of asthma,
fuck..was alr not using the inhaler for so long alr.. :/)
(4)Danced to the music like mad
errr,mostly just shaking my head,til my hair gt real messy :P
(really helps to de-stress...& makes you really giddy!!)

after the crying,dancing & singing marathon,

i went into the laughing & camwhoring marathon

(1)I was looking at a joke book
laughing my bloody ass off at things that i didnt even found funny,
but it did helped make me better,
well just laughing at thin air would even help,
if only the tears would stop!!
(i feel like a bloody fool,crying and laughing..-.-)
(2)I was doing the crazy toy talk to toy stuff,
and almost let them ripped everything out of themselves(of cuz i controlled it)
& going HAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAA all the way
(well,plus some evil statements like :"got ya good eh?!!****")
(3)I made ugly faces and took those ugly photos
(which i am not going to post the photo)
(4)i tried to do many weird expressions,
& laughed like mad

dont mind me,
i gotta have my moments too,
if not i will go mad,
hope this will be passe stuff,
but you know what?
i feel damn freaking good aft all the above stuffs,
why??
basically,i feel human again,(i emote what i feel)
that im alive..
you may not feel the same,
but usually,
i like to keep problems to myself,
being able to express it out feels damn good~
anyway,i shld be okay soon(:



am v.happy that i vented,
fuck,dont mind vulgar post,
ya know when ppl lose control,
this is what happens,
oh,wth?
might just delete this irritating post anyway,
cuz its embarassinggggggggg the way i handle my emotions
(but me chose venting over embarassing,sheeshhh.. :/)
i hate ppl probing,so dont start.. *stares&points at you w index finger*

bad patches happen in life,
don go into mine,
or i will demand your's 1st!
*bleh bleh bleh*
right now,aft typing,i am amazingly calm and positive~ :D
wow wow,the power of venting your rantings~
[PS: will still bear the grudge,im a petty person,afterall,you got me so worked up!!]

vain pot,HAHA,show off his flower sticker!!^^ his eyes naturally brown~(no i did not force him to wear contacts!!)
ALL the paper we collected in our house
finally packed my stupid books(which were piled up on piano frm exam period til today.. :P),
kachingszxsz,my mom gave me $5 for packing!^^

okay,
im a happy girl today,
cuz i finally pack my books~!!:D
hate to see them sitting there(piano) collecting dust too,
but was too lazy to get my hands moving and pack,
(well,that was b4 my mom bribed me w $5 :P)
but it feels nice to organize stuff too,
no more confusionszxszx!!!:D
also found lotsa stuff that i didnt use,
my mom luhhh,
best things are all inside the store room!!>:(
and she stores them there til i utterly forget,
when i ask she will say "i throw away for you alr luhh!!" -.-
than i will go hysterical and say "what?!!!serious not?!!"
and she will say "YAH LUHH,lie to you for what?!!"
(ahem,with a smirk on her face.. :/)
to think i was tricked!!!>:(
well,i finally found all my darlings alr~:D
aft all that painnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.. T.T

i am being force to bake stuffs for them!!>:(
rahhhhs,
i use the excuse of no ingredients,
and they went out today to get 2 cartons of eggs and packets of flour!!:O
crazy?!!
think i F&N not enough baking?!!!:/
im forced to be a labour worker!!
tsk tsk,
no peace,
*note:my mom is a clean freak,
so can you imagine baking in her kitchen?!
i dont dare lift a finger after the last nagging session!!

in a happy mood today,
why?because:
(1) I PACKED MY STUFFS!!:D
(incase you dont get it,im a really messy person,so packing=miracle :P)
plus i found alot of my past treasures~:D
(2) I searched alot of inspiring quotes!!
(which is definitely having an effect on me now.. :P)
(3) My mom made me laugh alot!!
(she actually threw away the door stopper during spring cleaning!!)
so now she's laughing and saying of all things,why did she throw the door stopper?!!
(4) My mom bought the iweekly and U magazine
(the horoscope encouraged me,plus it featured alot of movies,plus insights of idols~)
and yes,i do believe in horoscope(because its quite accurate to me),
even if it is hocus pocus to you!!:D
(5) I found alot of free movies on mio tv video on demand!!
->Doctor dolittle 1 & 2
->Lizzie mcguire movie

thinking of what to do tmr,
probably taking lucky for a walk?:/
that dog is sleeping like no tmr!!>:(
restless pigggggggggg~
stare and stare into space >:(
okay,blogging off~

guess whos been a good girl this year?!:D *giggles giggles*
& OHHH,letter within a envelop and another envelop,FUNNY OR WHAT?!!!
HAHA,santa claus also have club~:D
this is santa's address,LOL!!!(seriously,dont even think about trying..-.-)
if you do,don blame me if santa didnt receive..
OHH,BUT TELL ME IF IT WORKS~:P
[im evil]

baby-fied Eugenia,HAHA!!!RAPE RAPE RAPE WHITE TIGER,THEY ARE SOOOO RARE~!!
our journal in pri 6,good times,good times~
done by:Jocelyn fong (cuteeeee~)

ps:I hated my handwriting in the pass.. :/,
& i realised we talked about anything and everything in the world,
HAHA!!
MISS YOU GUYS~):

so,
i have been scratching my head,
found out another fun fact~
i laugh/giggle/burst into laughter when im nervous,
and aft that,i will blabber non-stop,
I CANT HELP IT,
(which sometimes really gt me into trouble)
like before oral,
i rmb i had hiccups(horrible timing),
and i couldnt stop giggling,
AT THE SAME TIME,
luckily,stopped in time,
had ppl calm me down,
(by saying sweet nothings)
pheww~
that was a relieve.. :P
[this is quite long ago]
oh at home,i will pace up and down.. :P
(guess some ppl like that too huh?)

i cant sleep~
my MOM woke me again,
i swear its her hobby to just stand there,talk & wake me.. :/
in the morning,she will always say the usual:
"(1)ah girl,i going out ah,
(2)close the window when it rains,
(3)lock the door if you going out,
(4)feed lucky,
(5)call me when you think of what to eat"
SHE BREAKS THIS SENTENCE INTO MULTIPLE TIMES,
so,in the end,i get up.. :/
one day(i forgot which),
she did this and i had multiple good dreams,
but most of the time,
i just gt pissed and forget about slping.. :/
tough luck eh?:/



Lucky's typical morning ~ :D
It starts with....
The heart shape treat!!isnt it adorable?!;D

waking up lucky,look at his unglam sleeping posture *tsktsk*
eyeing the heart shape treat..
"actually i dont really need to have it ya know?"
"on second thoughts,snatch liao than say!!!"

above heart shape treat by BURP! chicken with cheese surprise!!:D

what am i doing with cat food?:/

wonder no more!!!this is dog food,see?fish4dogs!!!:O shocking news not?!


1 small tablespoon into the bowl...
"i cant wait!!" *puts nose into packet* food,FOOD,FOOD!!plus abit of royal canin food,

dry food heaven!!*chomp chomp*
"can i have snacks aft breakfast?!*slurps slurps*" (greedy lucky)

into the container you go treat!!

"OMG,is there an opening?!!dont go back food,feeeeed me!!" T.T


-Aft breakfast is toy time!!-3 normal toys sitting on comfy chair,
up comes lucky,pretending not to care (it rhymes yo~ :D)
"hello,think i still baby?!,what up with toys?!"
took a glance,
than looked up thinking "eh,you were looking?!:O" *gives innocent eyes*
finally tired and calmed down..(:

okay,im done,
hope ya enjoy the above!!:D
it was tough taking the photos kay?!
lucky didnt exactly co-operate that well,
he acted up his prince symptoms,
aka 王子病... >:(
PS:brought him for walk,he insisted i carry him(he didnt move at all)
so,at least leave a tag that you were here okay?(:
show some appreciation to my hard work luhh,
try so hard to post ya know?!(:

did a little packing at home,
ehhh,just admit that i failed,
IT WAS MESSIER THAN BEFORE!!!><
really not a tidy person,
need to find smth,
throw here throw there,
(i really like it messy,but my mom doesnt.. :/)
haishhhh,
but need clear lehhh,
down there collect dust.. :/

day-dreamed again(well,most of the time),
oh,had one of those
"life-flashes-b4-your-eyes"= realisation of time waits for no one moment,
and well,nth much,
life gets boring when one doesnt feel like moving,
i feel just like a lump of fattttttts~ :P

anyway,
found these:
ribbon flats!!:D
in the storeroom,
so wasted right?!>:(
dont know how long that poor thing was in there,
well,fear not,
im here now!!!
my mom always keep stuff and forget
btw,my mom was the one packing store room,
PS:she gt her punishment,i shocked her with my screams of joy.. :P
shoes~shoes~shoes~ (its a girl thing to go kuku over shoes~:P)

i wanna go out~out~out~,
but havent plan yet *faints*,
must be trouble proof,
sudden shocks always occur,
so this time,
my planning must be:
UTTERLY IDIOT POOF,
nervy plus negative much?
HAHA,
just want it to be perfect for fun mahs.. :>

okay,guess i gt no more crap,
thats what happen when u stay at home too much,
bored bored bored,
do what leh?!:/
tsk tsk,
will figure it out,
so for now,blogging off~
:D

okay,
im still aliveeeeeeeeee~
these few days nothing much,
stare into spaceeeeeeeeee..):
and well,
planning outings,
who could ever expect that planning for group outing was so hard?:/
later ppl cannot make it,or it will just be an utter chaos thing.. :/
on the third pic you see my trusty planner,
and well,my fav plastic bag,
HAHAHA,soooo randommmm~ :P

lucky still trapped in his buster or aka little trumpet,(2nd pic)
he is such a naughty fellow,
keep licking his paws,which have injuries,
which might lead to infection,
(plus,he is so much calmer in little trumpet,oh N plus cuter.. ;P)

read finish prep,
well,i understand the girl,
who can deal with hectic life?
it is understandable she wants to find comfort,
and is careful with her every single action,
but seriously,too careful..
i mean who actually notices everyone?:/
i for one am too busy fussing over myself to...
well,notice much about my surroundings,
i sometimes don even know whats happening under my nose, :/
so much for that...
but yea,i cant seem to voice my opinions at some moments too,
it makes me utterly mad inside!!!*pissed*

okay,im boredddddd~
charging my zen stone,
did you know i did smth which seems cool but freaky?!:O
it was on shuffle mode,
so i was pissed with all the chinese songs,
so i was like "come'on!!give me [fireflies->song]"
and it REALLY did,
and my zen stone repeated this song thrice,
doing as it was told!!!:O
(although i didnt say thrice,which pissed me off)
i really freaked out and threw my earpiece+ zen stone down,
(which might explain why my zen stone is failing on me now.. :/)
mind you,it was in SHUFFLE FOLDER MODE,
NOT REPEAT MODE!!
and this happened in the middle of the night,
(which freaked me out greatly)
well,hope that its fine?.. o.o
and wont haunt me to feed it or smth,
in the middle of the night..0.0

fun fact 01 live frm ME :P
(LMAOS,IM BORED TIL IM CRANKY)
so anyway,
one weird fact about me,(this is sooo random.. -.-)
i cant get eye bags,
i only get black panda eyes,
but not exactly that bad panda eyes,
when i was younger,
i really wanted to get eyebags(im like soo weird..LOLS)
so i like didnt sleep for how long?.. :/
a few days bahh(holidays of cuz)
and just played and watch videos on com,
ended up with dark eye circles instead.. :/
i used to cry when i couldnt get eyebags
(LOL,THIS IS SO EMBARASSING!!><)
and well,partly cuz i gt eyecircles instead..
am i cranky or what?!!!
hope that now i said it,
eyebags don suddenly pop out,
it would seem that i was lying than, right?.. :/
still,its weirdo fact 101 frm Eugenia's body... :/
shall post weird facts of me frm time to time,
cuz its funnnnnnnnn~ :D
stay tuned!!
PS:eyebags still seem cool to me~.. dont know why..!!><
-omg,i didnt share this to anyone before!!-

okay,
lucky is playing with his squeaky toy;hotdog,
better shut him up!!
fufufu,
blogging off!!:D

-MANAGED TO TALK CRAP,MISSION ACCOMPLISHED!!:P-

Loss for words,

I really don’t know what to say,

Let’s just stay silent,

Least we break what’s left of us.

I’ve been waiting for ages,

Waiting for an answer.

But til now,

I’ve been pretending nothing happened.

So much to say, so much to tell,

Yet, nothing simply left my mouth.

I turned around to give you a chance,

But you let me down, on and on.

I glanced at you with a lump of pain in my throat.

It’s hurting me; I just can’t seem to let all this go.

Every time I try to forget you,

You will crawl right back into my mind.

Hitting me back to painful reality,

Each and every time.

It’s really hard,

All of this is tearing my heart apart.

Each time filled with hope,

Pinning up again and again,

Yet, the situation remained the same.

Thoughts of you kept flashing back,

In your heart I know I’m no more there.

But in mine, you can’t imagine how much you worth,

More than diamonds and rubies; anything in the world.

We were meant for each other, I thought nothing else mattered.

But fate tore us apart, as soon as I thought we were in love.

We have been made a fool, by fate itself.

I’m still here, picking up pieces of what’s left of us.

But without you, everything seems meaningless.

Eugenia.siti.syahidah

(forgot this poem we wrote one boring day..(: emo notsxzxs?!:P i started it!!!:D but,i think its really cool,3 brains are better than one,syahidah keeps complaining that i end the poem.. :/ so,i split into sooo many stanza's.. :D i rmb ms kuek's expression when she saw this she was like "ooooo~colourful,LET MEEEE SEEE!!!"HAHA,when she wanted this,she stared with her eyes big,looked all innocent and said "can i really have this?colour and all?!!:O"HAHA,she's damn cutesxsxzz!!:D)

writing another one,

im damned bored,

and well,feeling emotional... ._.

keep telling me its more healthy to keep hanging on,

SOMEONE PLS,SOS...

Sometimes,I feel that:

I get tired of giving without returns,

I get tired of clutching the things dear to me too tightly,

I get tired of persuading myself time and again,

I get tired of putting on that facade,

I get tired of pretending that everything is fine,

I get tired of falling down time and again,

I get tired of pulling myself together,

I get tired of reassuring myself,

I get tired of being too positive,

I get tired of expecting more from myself,

I get tired of blows of trauma i am given,

I get tired of obstacles,

I get tired of wondering what my next move is,

I get tired of being lost,

I get tired of feeling like the only loser in the world,

I get tired of telling myself "I CAN DO IT"

I get tired of not knowing how to continue my life,

I get tired of facing my problems,

I get tired of obeying others,

I get tired of never standing up for my rights,

I get tired of being controlled,

I get tired of never feeling at ease,

I get tired of fearing that everything could be gone in the next moment,

I get tired of never daring to make a difference,

I get tired of losing my determination before i even realise it

I get tired of knowing my fate lies in my every move,

I get tired of ALL THESE THOUGHTS TURNING ME UPSIDE DOWN..

sometimes,

I just wanna let everything go...

well,guess thats just life..

what to do,what to do?

sometimes,i really wish to give my life to someone who treasures it much more than me..

some ppl fight to hang on,but i cant find the key/reason to hang on anymore,

im sick and tired of handling all these crap that runs through my brain..

*sigh*

what shld ppl do when they feel like giving up?:/

sometimes,i lose the spirit to fight on,
sometimes,it just rushes to me..
Quote:"a persons ability is not in the lack of knowledge,rather in a lack of will.."
true?:/
still,hope these emotions help me write a good poem,
i once wrote til i cried,
hope it happens again,
its good for letting out stress.. :D

PS:(no link)

planning for outing in progress~

shall date my darling wifey first,

fufufu... <3

PS: Title plus pic not meant for post below,just that recently im reminded of that empty promise...

sooooo,
i was supposed to post yesterday?:P
heh heh..
it completely slipped my minddddd~
anyways,
yesterday went shopping ard neighbourhood only,
like bpp and cck,
i swear,
even though its soooo close,
i havent been to these 2 places like for 5-6 months?!:O
shocking right?!:D
i feel soooo out of touch like i kid, T.T
i was like "OH MY GOD!!WHEN WAS THIS HERE?!!:O"
yiro and i took the lrt,
saw the guides at jelapang,
first reaction was:
ME:wonder where is wanling
HER: dont know how is yihui
AT THE SAME TIME,
HAHAS!!:D
than at bpp,
saw some unique uniforms!!0.0
and yiro didnt keep the lift door open for me!!
(thought she was pressing it)
& it almost got my nose!!!T.T
hahas,but it was funny~
okay,
nth else alr,
everything looks so nice and expensivesxzsxz,
we just like roam here and there and went:
OHH,THIS IS NICE!!
when we asked how much,
haishhhh,it was like forget it..):
no mood to buy liao..
(oh yah no money too..): )
went home,
fell asleep,
and my mom just hadda wake me!!!>:(
to think i so good buy her curry puff,
but that just gave her more energy and she hadda wake me..>:(
aft that couldnt slp,
yiro smsed to watch mermaid girl,
it was soooo sad..):

Custom of celebrating halloween is becoming hotter in singapore,
agree?YES/NO?
i'll say yes,
omg,peepos invited me to night safari,
for halloween celebration,
(they said there were deco's,were there?:/)
but gave it a pass, ):
sorry,
lazy to go so far and back at sucha late time..):
also,partly cos of ms wong's scary tales~
WoOooooOOO~
still,hope u had a great time~,
next time alrights?(:
still have our yearly christmas celebration~:D

HAHA,
check this out,
my dad saw a chinese vampire(dressed for halloween),
flagging a taxi,
he got a shock of his life!!!
but still,
he decided to be a kind human and fetch the scary fellow(late for a party)..
but he did ask if that fellow was a human...
HAHA,WHAT IF HE SAID NO?!!!:O
omg,got guts huh?:O
if it was me,
i will open,
screaming at that fellow's face "GETTTT LOSTTTT~!!!!"
slam,than lock the door and speed off in my car(if i had one),
and i'll probably pee in my pants,
HAHA!!

PS:i actually forgot it was halloween.. :P
(until late at night..)
i didnt have plans,i didnt have plans,i didnt have plans,I DIDNT HAVE PLANS FOR IT!!!!):
(shld have done a party or smth right?!): )

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