Friday, November 27, 2009
Biasedan eye for an eye,my turn to degrade these ppl..
THE MOM
This is really disappointing,
Is it MY fault i'm not good in maths?
so what?
my cousins say maths was easy and you just take it that it was?
its just not how my brain works!
but,i've tried,i've struggled,i hung on..
even mr tan said i was improving,(just that i screwed EOY)
In fact,
you have no bloody right to stare at me as if i was lying bout maths being hard,
it was like my fault that i had to be bad at it,
so what?ppl bad in maths shld just vanish frm the face of earth?
HA!I ONLY WISH!!
(no offence,but i felt as if my mom was hinting that,at least to ME)
u didnt even go to secondary sch!
You dont have the right to stare at me,
and say that my cousins said maths was the easiest thing in their life,
apparently,you were doubting me..
when i said they had to be bad at smth,
you flared up and said they are improving,
why arent you that protective of me?
ask yourself,
how can you do that?
you work your bloody ass off,
you dont even see my effort,
i even have to handle your stupid moodswings,
how does that make you feel if you were me?
(1)you always talked bad about me behind my back,
you think i dont know,
but you dont even try to be discreet,
does my pride and feelings matter to you?
does it make you happy?
degrading me,degrading YOU..
(2)you dont like anything that is against you,
you said im rebelling,that im bad,a horror..
you wanna know whats a true rebel,bad and horror?!
the day when i kill you is all the above,
not facts,just admit you dont like hearing them..
(3)you always mumble,
you think i dont know what you said?
well,all i know is you have no guts to say it in my face,
and well,hell yea i dare to!
than you will cook up some drama..
to gain pity,
once again,you always win,
can only blame myself for being a bad actor..
(4)you dont understand ANYTHING,
i cant slp cos of nightmares,
i didnt say,cos i dont wan you to worry,
or ask those gods;i dont like them snooping about MY dreams,
you just scolded me to stop wasting electricity,
oh god,why cant you just have ELECTRICITY
as your child?!!
BTW,JOLYON(DAD SIDE,COUZ) SAID HE WASNT GOOD AT MATHS TOO,
YOU JUST DIDNT KNOW...
WHY CANT YOU ACCEPT PPL WHO ARE EITHER:
GOOD IN LANG
OR
MATHS AND SCIENCES?
(SERIOUSLY,ITS HARD TO BE BOTH!!)
THE DAD
control/search/call to check where you are/way over worried freak,
apparently doesnt understand what privacy is,
cares too much from head to toe
YOU KNOW WHAT YOU ALL NEED?
A PUPPET,
SOMEONE YOU MANIPULATE,
NOT A DAUGHTER WITH A MIND OF HER OWN..
NO PRESSURE?
ARE YOU KIDDING ME?
LOOK AT YOUR OWN EXPRESSIONS!!
YOU ALL OBVIOUSLY DIDNT MEAN IT..
THE COUSINS (BTR,MOMS SIDE)
get a life,
is bragging your occupation?
who knows if you are as gd as what you say?
and you guys are definitely not flawless!!
AS A MATTER OF FACT,
YOU ARE LIVING OFF GRANDMA AND 2ND UNCLE,
ASKING THEM TO BUY WHAT YOU WANT,
DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS ON THEM?
ASKING'EM 2 BUY SHITS LIKE PLAYSTATION,PSP,GAMEBOY ON YOU PPL?!
WHY DONT YOU RELY ON YOURSELFS IF YOU R THAT PERFECT?
PLUS,YOUR PLACE SMELLS LIKE LOOKS LIKE SOMEWHERE FOR RATS...
APPARENTLY,YOU ARE LIVING UP TO YOUR IMAGE,
SLY,DISGUSTING,BACK-STABBING CREEPS.. (OH,THE LIST GOES ON!)
i bet tuition is the only one that pushed you,
able to do all of these ON MY OWN,
is much better than what you can do ON YOUR OWN,
so shut your gap,
b4 you force me to shut it for you..
so now i feel better,
sorry you readers had to see this,
but i hadda get this off my chest,
and hopefully let those ppl above reflect,
so i can live longer/more peacefully...
WILL DO A PROPER POST NEXT TIME..
