THE END OF WHATS LEFTLoss for words,
I really don’t know what to say,
Let’s just stay silent,
Least we break what’s left of us.
I’ve been waiting for ages,
Waiting for an answer.
But til now,
I’ve been pretending nothing happened.
So much to say, so much to tell,
Yet, nothing simply left my mouth.
I turned around to give you a chance,
But you let me down, on and on.
I glanced at you with a lump of pain in my throat.
It’s hurting me; I just can’t seem to let all this go.
Every time I try to forget you,
You will crawl right back into my mind.
Hitting me back to painful reality,
Each and every time.
It’s really hard,
All of this is tearing my heart apart.
Each time filled with hope,
Pinning up again and again,
Yet, the situation remained the same.
Thoughts of you kept flashing back,
In your heart I know I’m no more there.
But in mine, you can’t imagine how much you worth,
More than diamonds and rubies; anything in the world.
We were meant for each other, I thought nothing else mattered.
But fate tore us apart, as soon as I thought we were in love.
We have been made a fool, by fate itself.
I’m still here, picking up pieces of what’s left of us.
But without you, everything seems meaningless.
Eugenia.siti.syahidah
(forgot this poem we wrote one boring day..(: emo notsxzxs?!:P i started it!!!:D but,i think its really cool,3 brains are better than one,syahidah keeps complaining that i end the poem.. :/ so,i split into sooo many stanza's.. :D i rmb ms kuek's expression when she saw this she was like "ooooo~colourful,LET MEEEE SEEE!!!"HAHA,when she wanted this,she stared with her eyes big,looked all innocent and said "can i really have this?colour and all?!!:O"HAHA,she's damn cutesxsxzz!!:D)
writing another one,
im damned bored,
and well,feeling emotional... ._.
keep telling me its more healthy to keep hanging on,
SOMEONE PLS,SOS...
Sometimes,I feel that:
I get tired of giving without returns,
I get tired of clutching the things dear to me too tightly,
I get tired of persuading myself time and again,
I get tired of putting on that facade,
I get tired of pretending that everything is fine,
I get tired of falling down time and again,
I get tired of pulling myself together,
I get tired of reassuring myself,
I get tired of being too positive,
I get tired of expecting more from myself,
I get tired of blows of trauma i am given,
I get tired of obstacles,
I get tired of wondering what my next move is,
I get tired of being lost,
I get tired of feeling like the only loser in the world,
I get tired of telling myself "I CAN DO IT"
I get tired of not knowing how to continue my life,
I get tired of facing my problems,
I get tired of obeying others,
I get tired of never standing up for my rights,
I get tired of being controlled,
I get tired of never feeling at ease,
I get tired of fearing that everything could be gone in the next moment,
I get tired of never daring to make a difference,
I get tired of losing my determination before i even realise it
I get tired of knowing my fate lies in my every move,
I get tired of ALL THESE THOUGHTS TURNING ME UPSIDE DOWN..
sometimes,
I just wanna let everything go...
well,guess thats just life..
what to do,what to do?
sometimes,i really wish to give my life to someone who treasures it much more than me..
some ppl fight to hang on,but i cant find the key/reason to hang on anymore,
im sick and tired of handling all these crap that runs through my brain..
*sigh*
what shld ppl do when they feel like giving up?:/
sometimes,it just rushes to me..
Quote:"a persons ability is not in the lack of knowledge,rather in a lack of will.."
true?:/
still,hope these emotions help me write a good poem,
i once wrote til i cried,
hope it happens again,
its good for letting out stress.. :D
PS:(no link)
planning for outing in progress~
shall date my darling wifey first,
fufufu... <3
