Thursday, December 24, 2009
Sore loser
yes,its affirmative..okay,
im supposed to go ahma hse tmr!!^^
bake cookies,pizza,sushi...and maybe some others(so it would seem),
but i wanna go shopping w mama tmr toos.. ):
oh sheesh,
why cannot arrange on tues?!!:/
when is ng sihan coming back from her trip?!):
wanted to go her hse bake and maybe go out w her for a movie while im there!!):
*sulks*
merry xmas!!^^
well,belated..
i actually forgot this yrs xmas!!:O
kept slipping my mind.. :P
celebrated w family(*groans*)
Renee jie jie's boyfriend gave us roasted turkey or smth..
LOL,its wrapped so exaggerated(tightly)w aluminum foil.. O.O
and some kind of ham too(pretty scary,its in BIG chunks!!)
i think its cuz her boyfriend works there or smth,
but wow,sooooo much freebies lehhhh!!
i wanna work there too!!
(not that im sarcastic/not happy) (:
im arranging next thursday,
go out w jf,sm,hp^^
sch reopening soon,
plus next yr o's,shucks..):
wonder how many times i'll feel like giving up?
it'll be hard work for my tuition teacher(& me of cuz)
im scared of her reaction/qns..
very sudden,she will go "WAIT,WHAT ARE YOU DOING?"
than i'll go "errrr..*this that this blah blah blah*"
and she'll go "YOU CANT DO THIS!!"
and i get frightened,cuz its always sudden..
i thought that my maths really sucked..):
but she said im good in basics,can answer her qns,
need more practice,but im better than her other students
(whoa,gt hope arhh?^^)
i laughed and she went "REALLY!!!"
haha,i think shes cute sometimes(her voice is like a doll/little girl)
but scary sometimes too..
(im really scared of making mistakes,she qns me like imma suspect)
after o's next yr,
during that longggggggg holiday,
if i can pass the parents interview,
im locked for teaching tuition!!!
YEAHHH,DONT NEED OTHER PPL TUTOR ME,
I TUTOR OTHERS!!~~yeayeayea
plus,i think tuition is really damn good to earn from^^
(HAHA,sounds as if im doing it for the money:/)
of cuz,
i'll be teaching primary sch!!^^
i wanna teach brandonnnnnnnn~
(one student my dad's teaching)
cuz i feel that he's really like me in the past,
(i can tell frm the symptoms!!)
but he's giving up too young and frm his work,he's really not trying..):
i really wanna help him,because in primary sch,
i had ms ang to help me,
i wanna return the favour back to society(:
i think i might be able to make it,
he will be p5 in 2011^^
but its a lil too early to talk now right?
i might wanna do some other jobs next yr :/
will try to stick to this though..(:
next yr,new start...
im gonna apologize for being such a petty person,
to certain ppl..
forgive me wont ya?(:
im sorry im such a small person,
angry at such a small thing,
i'll do anything to have you guys back,(if you still want me back)
i'm sucha sucky&rotten person..
arghhh,how come im pissed at every single thing?!!!:/
how can i only rmb the bad things and overlook the good things you all have done for me?
i'll try to fix the mistakes i have done..
nobodys perfect,the same goes for me..
i swear i'll rmb that...
syahidah,
i miss you loads too!!):
i wanna crap w you again,
and piss you off HAHA!!!;D
you're one of the ppl who makes me look forward to sch!!
so you better not try to absent yourself ahhh!!
gonna tag ya back soon!!^^
