Saturday, January 30, 2010
Hectic
I ♥ my shoes!:D (although its a lil black frm being too long in the shoe rack)
We played soccer!♥
i think i look man here(HA!)
YAYYY!
we love the ball,whoever it belongs to♥
whee~ grp photo!!^^
today chemistry and maths remidial (ARGH!)
talk about torture.. :/
i actually wanted to post in
(wth am i doing?!powerpoint form?!&$%^$# -.-)
but i kinda forgot what happened this week,
i only know there's lotsa test next week(groans groans mumble mumble)
for this week,is lotsa hw but still kinda relax,next week is the worst!>:(
i seriously wonder why they didnt drill us during sec3 holiday,
i wont mind(maybe i would just nag and whine abit),but compare to now,
its seriously making me difficult to even catch a breather...
(and now,im cursing and swearing,you tell me which is worst..)
okay anyway,
quite a fun + funny week,
as in class-wise(definitely not lesson-wise)
remedial and what diagnostic test for eng(sigh,i'm even tied down on tues)
i'm not good at summary!>:( (cos im a naggy person who likes to add alot of words)
so bye bye HA(high attaining) grp~
maths is really hopeless,
when you dont get it,you just dont!
i'm really tired of it,
not as if i go out to work must say:
"oh lets make our life difficult and add a unknown when we calculate cash(algebra)"
so when i think about it,
its kinda stupid,well stupidly important!>:(
*sigh,im just pissed*
i really want to give it all up,
the harder i work for it,the harder i fall,the more i get demoralized..
some kind of rotten luck,
cant i be a maths genius for just one yr?!
unfair world...
still,i have to hang on,
if not all the yrs study maths is bloody wasted right?!
i must get back at it,i wont fall just like that!!
so watch out,cos im going all out,
even if i fail again and again,
i swear i'll get it right in the end..
*Quote: I have not failed,i just found 1000 other methods that do not work*
inspiring~:D
but all i know is that i keep getting the 1000 mistakes again and again,
what shld i do?!!>:(
okay,
aft i ranted,i dont know what else to type.. ._.
let me off today,
gt test to study and stacks of homework to do..
i feel teachers shld discuss how much hw each of them giving,
cos it feels like only their subjects are impt,
and all of them are suffocating me!!!
(and spamming hw like mad)
wth?wonderwoman ah?
*hitting the books,bye): *
Saturday, January 23, 2010
When things werent complicated
i drew the ":D" LOL,abbas~our best chairman,thanks for making me laugh so much when i was down :D
mood aft that improved thanks to him!^^
abbas's phone,(the drawing was cuteeeee)last min revise maths,i dont even have my own notes,LOL
lollipop by ms tan :Dbut aft rmbering what huifang jiejie said,
im a lil scared 0.0
my lucky coin,MUACK!!(read on 2nd paragraph to find out)Sch is only the 3rd week,
and im sooooooo tired,
how the heck did i spend my holidays?!:/
time seems to pass like a blink of an eye..
*sigh*
sat went back for chem remidial plus maths test(i bet im going in C grp)
i flipped a coin and it told me to go 3 outta 5 times,
than i asked if cher was teaching new stuffs?
4 outta 5 times,
woahhh,so i better go luhh.. ><
and it really was true!!
lucky 20 cent coin,i love you more than $1!:D (HAHA)
my mama was pissed i decided to decide like that,
what if it said no?but the main pt is,it said yes (:
but i bet many ppl find me ridiculous too><
lets just say i was pissed by someone's text before class,
and i felt my nostrils flaming,
plus smth little in class made me pissed too,
haishhh,i better control my temper or face the consequence..
quickly went home and asked in innocent voice:
"mummy,karma is gonna happen rights?
heaven wont be so unfair rights? they gonna get it bad rights?"
my mummy said yes
and i roared with laughter and said "oh,i cant wait to witness it!"
yea,and i felt 1 million gazillion times better,
what goes ard comes ard sooner or l8r,
and i feel much better.. i will wait to see you fall!!!!!
(evil to the max)
maths test sucked,
i finished it damn fast
(cos obviously i dont know how to do)
i stared ard few minutes,
mr tan just looked at me,
and i looked back at him,
than i figured i better continue doing..HA!
rmb bits and pieces last min,
so i guess not too bad,at least no single digits(maybe?),HAHA
today went to cousin's hse,
eewwwww,how i hate it..
dont be too aloof luhh pls,
you guys think you ppl are the best?
dont make me laugh!
and save the facade ppl,adults just dont understand, and i always get it!
*grumble grumble,whine whine*
stuck to my baby cousins instead,
cos the older ones were just plain proud, (i hate them ttm)
they were sooooooo cute(baby cousins) :D
mm was so naughty!!
he has the bad habit of slapping other ppl's leg,
LOL,luckily he doesnt do that to me,
he stuck quite close to me,
and i didnt wanna stay one second there any longer,
so i asked,and whole family took him out,
and OMG,I SPOTTED ANOTHER FLEA MARKET!:>
shop shop shop like mad;i gt shoes(damn cheap pls),dress for CNY,
alot of hair accessories,water bottle(YAYY),2 skirts
(i dont know if i missed anything but yea,generally)
one lady was super friendly,she could tell i was sec 4!:O
(do i really look old?) and she asked what sch i was frm,
and told me she give amaths tuition(sadly,i dont take it)
was nice chatting w her while waiting w mm :D
mm was bored,but yea,who understands girls when they shop?><
but he likes bling bling stuffs and just take!:O
i didnt even know can!!and he just gt away w it.. -.-
mm wanted icecream,
he used super sweet tone and said:
"jiejie icecream puhhhleaseeeee!!"
while tugging at my skirt, awwwww,who could resist?!:D
he ate quietly,
but aft awhile, he just poured some on the floor and giggled while watching them melt! aiyooooo,sooooo cute luhhhh,i laughed too and gt scolded
(i was supposed to tell him it's wrong)
sat ard the elevator w mm,
i was reminded of when we were all young,
when you guys werent so self-absorbed in your own world,
when we were all the same "rank",when adults didnt grade us,
when you guys and me were just innocent kids who loved hanging out tgth,
where did all that go? *sigh*
i guess you ppl just forgot how to be human,
and just showed off like mad,bragging like no tmr...
i hate you all..one lucky chance doesnt mean anything okay?
home-ed at 12.30 plus (we went bright and early)
first time took cab back by myself ^^
and ended the day w my happy loots :D
tuition was cancelled (MUAHAHAHA)
so i can rest b4 chiong-ing homework,
enough,charging up eugenia now,good night!!^^
-sad,no photo w mm,he doesnt like to take!!>:(-
mm reminds me of you baby brother,
would you have been like that and brought joy to me everyday?
i guess i'll never know,but i cant stop thinking...
you are always in my heart and mind,
nth will change that..
Thursday, January 21, 2010
The end of toleration,the beginning of sweet revenge
arent you glad?!because im bloggingggggggggggggggg!!
but,in point form again :P
this time w pics!(bottom)
- I finish F&N coursework!task analysis(5 pg) and priority list(2 pg),well,almost everyone did,but still,pure hard work lehhh!!:D
- i gt scolded by mdm choo): but it was kinda worth it,cos its really funny to the fact that i laugh whenever its mentioned!:D fyi,im talking about dorene screwing up my com's microsoft words for those in F&N shld know!:D
- Physic teacher didnt come 3 periods(she went camp)!sat ard laughing with syahidah meanie/shasha fierce(HAHAHA),wl,azry,hanis,dorene and had a hack of a laughing mania
- laughing mania at cme again,super high cos of weiming's damn funnehh racist joke!:D
- chinese teacher is gonna make us write compo again,i hate the fact that i cant go home do,but need stay back on a beautiful friday..hate chinese compo..):
- i keep screwing up tests after studying!im damn sad and i feel like banging my head on the wall til i faint!!>:(
- can i just dont take the maths test?i wanna go c group,free tutoring lehh!!(lol wth reason?:P) just saying luhh,will still try my best to stay home on lovely saturday morning ;)
- This week was fun,i laughed alot!but funny things are easy to forget eh?:P mostly jokes made my day..
- i know i shld have blogged when i rmbered,now im blanking out ._.
- new student in e1!:O he's currently the hot topic for everyone lol,and he's in my chinese class,and so many ppl asking me bout him,but he sit the other side of the class,so i dont know much or nothing at all.. ._.
- I HAVE A HUGE URGE TO SUDDENLY REBEL AGAINST SMTH,(but i seem to be on the losing end each time i do),im tired of being a goody goody(well not totally good,but just feel like doing smth worse),i just wanna create a BIG scene,yes,you can label it as attract attention.. :P
- Finally just one thing to ruin my entire mood..I was trying hard to tolerate smth,but i dont see why i have to hold back anymore,because it didnt solve the matter,but blew it up instead..those idiots are climbing all over my head!and im just super duper angry that my volcanic mouth just erupted before i knew it(LOL,what a way to describe!:P)
i'm not taking that nonsense anymore,
cos im as much human as you are,
and i havent done anything to deserve all that shit..
so,do it if you wanna test my patience,
now i want you to do it,
im not afraid,why shld i be?
i can show evidence to teachers and my parents
i will blow up the matter,
cos its not the 1st time and im tired of tolerating these gutless acts,
i dare you to do it infront of me instead of behind my back..
giving you chance does not mean i'll let you off everytime..
and never ever use that action to threaten me,who the hell you think you are?
i'll pay back whatever you have done doubly,
just that mere action to trigger me off..
if you wanna declare war,i will accept it and get back at you,
if thats the last thing i do..
-i hold a vengeful grudge-
lucky can advertise your pillows,contact me!(LOL)
Not that i dont like the gifts(you know i seriously like them!)but just curious,why bears?:O
reminds me of a certain someone :'(
good hair day(or so i think),so i turned into a vainpot,must tolerate w me xD
i like doing the "moving ears of rabbit sign"(my own name for it xD) recently,for maybe no reason hax!xD (VAIN VAIN VAIN) xD
Bear goodie bag,by 4 ppl,i loveee it,but i love the ppl who gave it to me more!:D(touched right?!!:D)
actually i like all my gifts,
cos everyone who gave me smth bothered to take the time to choose it,
that alone is the best,the thought counts more than the price,quality or quantity;)
if it wasnt obvious,im showing off my sch bag,cos i add some stuffs to it,HA!
can you spot you?if not,ask me take picture w you luhh!xDi will be happy to oblige if it adds to my collection of pics ;D
*oh!my green tee is p5 camp tee,LOL,it survived w all the signatures of my dear dear primary sch friends ;) i'm grinning like maddddd!!!*
Monday, January 18, 2010
16th b'day
yayy birthday cake
group photo(thanks to everyone who stayed)
love these gals
hadi and me!
crazy-ing ard
cake my parents bought
i bet i never wanna see a cake for a long time
social studies time ):thanks to everyone who wished me a happy b'day,
first was ng sihan,right on the dot 12 am,
(love u piggy & dont be too upset about that irresponsible bitch
[we alr scolded and cursed her bad],
not worth it..karma will bite her in the very ass!!)
than yiro,hweemin next,
morning was sandy and kailun, (thankyou,love you guys :D)
night was cheekeong (thankyou evil buddy xD)
and the rest,ppl who gave me presents,
love you ttm!:D (in no particular order) :
Xinyi,wanling,val chew,Xinyao,yingyu,yiro,hweemin,syahir(hahaha,biscuits count)
sometimes i feel like such an asshole for getting angry over small issues,
i really dont deserve friends like you guys,im sorry,i swear i will grow up!:D
and those who wished on the spot (no particular order) :
azry(who kept wishing me and reporting to me how many hrs left of my b'day),abbas,syahir,hanis,hadi,seeyun,siti syahirah,syahidah(meanieeee!!:D),dorene,jasmine,val poh,sijia,minhsuan and well practically everyone in class..><
(cos i dont really rmb ><)
birthday song on first lesson,chemistry,
i really wanted to dig a hole and hide!!><
ms tan said i'm the oldest girl in class,yea,really am.. ):
but young at heart rights?:D (lol,act young)
did smth forgetful,
really dont admit old also cannot!!>:(
aft school,
surprise celebration plus cake,thanks to yihui,yiro,hweemin :D
really appreciate it,thanks(:
birthday song in eng,chi,malay(at almost the end,they anyhow sing,HAHAHA)
camwhore,mad laughters,crazy playing around
it was really great:D
really cant describe the joy and all of everyone's presence there,
4e4'10 rocks ttm!!^^
(short post,edit when free,homeworks are a pile!!>:( )
Life is fragile..
sometimes i look up at the sky,
and wonder if you're in a better place
my dear baby brother,
jiejie is sorry i couldnt do anything to protect you,
i can only wish the best for you,
hope you dont blame jiejie for having fun on her own,
because you're constantly in my mind,
you will always live in my heart..
Saturday, January 16, 2010
You're messing w the wrong personi'm tired of you & im gonna show it
have been busy and is STILL busy,
so,decided to type in point form (;
(i swear i blank out quite alot while typing this post)
- School is getting tiring,alot remedial plus homework,but i guess thats what it is for all sec 4
- i submitted english holiday homework!^^ (i just threw it aside when i gt pissed doing it,so its a great accomplishment for me when i finished!)
- received O'level F&N coursework,needa do like mad >:(
- Mdm choo said i looked stressed when i was doing my coursework and told me to loosen up a lil,heh heh heh><
- mr tan in good mood these days which made maths kinda enjoyable(OMG i never imagined that i would ever say this!:O)
- my chinese teacher made us stay back on friday to do bao zhang bao dao!>:(
- CME was funny that day when we did group work,weiming made me laugh alot for the ideas of civil defense day :D
- In general classes are not bad,we didnt get any bad teachers,plus 4e4 is fun :D
- i took my height and weight!i grew taller by 2cm and am lighter by 3 kg!:O (i still rmb i ate so much on christmas!and i just lolled ard in couch or bed all day!:O i still have no idea why i'm lighter and by 3 kg!!!!!:O)
- smth pissed me off greatly,but i took sweet sweet revenge even though its not the right way blah blah blah,but i swear it feels bloody good!^^
- i wanted to go see this yrs o'level result release(cos all the teachers told us to go see how the seniors did)but i hadda finish holiday homework,then again,i heard it dragged on quite awhile,so kinda glad i didnt go(:
- i wanna go sihan's hse make pineapple tarts,but i have too much homework..): hope mama brings alot back so that maybe i can bring to sch(?):P
- i cant get hardworking,i'm getting lazier by the minute!>:(
- i got lotsa things to do,but the day is too short!>:(
- i'm missing alot of ppl in sch alr):
my birthday is coming soon..):
its on monday..
its actually quite sad,
cos i still cant accept the fact that im sooooooo old alr!!>:(
pessimistic or what?!
but i really dont wanna grow old.. ):
who does anyway?:/
i just keep thinking of how good it was too be younger,
when you dont have to worry about things*sigh*
(just by saying this,i feel old!!>:( LOL)
Friday, January 1, 2010
New start
lucky hates taking photos w me!!>:(
lucky:"watcha looking at gobbie?!>:("
the doggies(and the biscuits i was eating :P)
our sim;bread pizza(LOL at the name,but who cares?its special!i even thought of popcorn pizza,nachos pizza and burito pizza) btw,pizza is the surname!^^ and look at that,limelight snatching pooh..>:(1st Jan
countdown at ahma house,
brought lucky to see other 5 dogs!
ohmygod,
lucky almost bite off their noses and legs!!>:(
so small still dare to do that!!>:(
took doggies out for walk,
sihan w lassie,siying w snowy,me w LUCKY!!(we even walked in this sequence)
(cos we got bored watching teley and watching adults play mahjong)
walk near sihan hse,
went to wade in the baby pool,
LOL,cos it was warm that night.. :P
i gt wet and almost went into water war w siying..
on our way back for the pizza aunt made,
lassie slipped off her collar and jumped into the pool to swim!!:O
we all went :O than started laughing,
lassie loves water,so cute!!:D
after that sims 2 at sihans house all the way~:D
2nd Jan
FLEA FLEA FLEA MARKET~
omg,crazy sales like mad!!:O
so many blogshops went down to the flea,
i bought 2 dress,skirt,tanktop,earrings,rubber bands,clips:D
so many stuffs i bought at $5 only!!:O
& THEY ALL GOT SOOOO MANY MADLY CUTE PLASTIC BAGS!!
wheeeeeeee,i love fleas,still can bargain for soooo many stuffs :D
going down another one w sihan on 8-9th jan(hopefully nth copes up)
3rd Jan
slept on and off~
it was horrible,my eye was swollen >:(
and i slept afternoon to night,
night time still can slp,
pig pig pig!!>:(
4th Jan First day of school~
i missed school,teachers,friends,noise even lessons~><
4e4'10,4e4'10,4e4'10,4e4'10,4e4'10
(almost went in the wrong class,ty siti syahirah and fazineee for saving me!)
sat at the seat i always sat at during exams(index no. place:3 row 2nd seat) but,most of today just ran to the side to sit w wanling,
w syahidah and dorene infront^^
it was funny and i missed them,
(but nth came outta my mouth,although i swear i miss talking to them so much) hmmmm then nth much,
teachers were prepared for lesson(wow),did classwork,bla bla bla...
assembly was longggggg longggg longggg...
my leg was sore and my shoe was thick and suckyyy,
principle was cute and funny,
thats probably all..
really cant rmb much(although it felt like there were so much stuff at sch) probably cos im tired,
shall edit when i rmb anything,
but just usual first day of sec 4,
nth much,probably more is coming,
tmr hair check.. *groans*
better slp now,so i can get up early to do my hair properly.. nights~
