Sunday, February 28, 2010
Balanced out the good and the badno matter how i told myself i didnt care,
i still did..):
soooooooo,mental breakdown on sat's remedial,
i just didnt know whr it went wrong,
do you know how frustrating is that?!
i put 101% effort,its wrong and no-one told me whr or how it did!
fuckyou man!!!
hot tears just rolled down my cheeks,
i admitted defeat..
BUT BUT BUT,
thanks to tuition teacher,i'm back on it!;D
the teacher was so nice!;D (btw,its a new teach),
she saw(apparently my face was red and i was still crying) how i was,
and encouraged me,
and of course,she help to undo all my knots of confusion,
she encouraged me to try,
i have never heard for such a long period,
that someone asked me to try and w/o pressure told me it was okay to get it wrong,
what she wanted wasnt the correct answer,
but my thinking processes and she really drilled it in me..
she recognized my efforts,not just the answers..
and she was really funny!(which will be our little secret*it was really evil*!;D)
so teach,i salute you!;D
i believe in you!!;D
you are the one!
the one which will help me to improve,
cos now,its definitely clearer than b4 a gazillion times~
anyway,
about gambling,
i didnt lose and didnt win ._.
papa tan won $20(he shared $10 w me:D)
uncle ahgong won $60 at the last round,
(he was losing in the first place,so wow!)
so,he happily went off to a pub to celebrate his winnings~;D
cos last round all of them "showhand"
damn cool luh pls,
the banker almost cried~!
i bought lottery,
1614,came out 1684(sat one)
wtf?!my pocket money~~):
what made me really pissed was it was by a mere digit,
curses!!!
*ohno,am i turning into a rotten gambler?;P*
today,
slept in late,
i felt so lazyyyyyyyyyy~
couzieee jolyon and Renee was holding a stall in flea market,
wanted to drop by and ask them to help me sell toos,(and shop ard in the meantime:P)
but why must it be soooooooo far?!>:(
lazy me forgo that idea too,
so lazy to travel cos papa tan dont want fetch me!!>:(
anyway,
the whole family went for dinner in fajar,
but i didnt wanna go(AGAIN its laziness)
mama tan also lazy,
so poor us stayed at home eat maggie meeeee~
i hate the stupid metal pot!
my noodles are soggy!!!>:(
anyway,
papa tan is gambling mahjong and blackjack now,
(win a few more $$ okay?!!!!)
and OH OH OH!!!!
he won lottery no.4865!!!!
$500 lehhh!!
he come back i wanna plead w him to share again,
i bet i'll be very successful!!;D
papa tan is generous~(infact sometimes too generous)
fufufu,POCKETMONEY RAISE!!;D
anyway,
photos frm last sat's gambling
(so my post doesnt look dull ;D)
me!(yes,i took my school bag ard,too much homework!!>:( )
with snowy!;D
gobbie says:"where is the food?!gimme gimme the food!!!!" *drools drools*
lining up for food
dayi who is making the pizza and saying:"Dont take photo of me!i gambled all night and have panda eyes!"
wow,damn pro,go IR win $650 not enough,still go overnight mahjong!
rawrrss,gimme some luck too!!!
the mahjong ppl
the poker ppl,last round played "showhand"
thankgod,i won $4 plus due to that,
if not no win no lose again.. ._.
eating pizza when gambling!;D
*clench* guess how much i won?!
$8.40!havent included notes and additional $$ dayi gave me,she regards me as her lucky star,
so mahjong winnings were all mine!!;D
uncle bet odd and even no. w me,
i won,it was even!!!
so he gave me all his winnings for blackjack!;D
i have a cool uncleeeee~
cool vintageyyy phones,(apparently i was bored..): )
chio right this cat?!!;D
Rotting in progress...
chinese,what am i supposed to do w you?!!!Rawrrsokayyyyyyyyyyy,the end of photo uploading,
going to slpppppppppppp~
tmr will also be a long dayyyyyyyyyyy~
i wont give in anymore,
i'll hold on w all my might,
and that will simply be tiring...
but worth it,
oh,and i wont rely on you anymore,
its my future,so i know how to handle it!
stop wasting my time and confuse me!
i'm much better alone!!
wait for it,wait for the big explosion coming your way..
i hope you get your retribution(i know u will)
i only wish i could witness it!!;D
