Tuesday, March 30, 2010
*Sigh*no homework today,
so imma blogging!:D
dedicated right?!
today's PE nafa test on 5 stations,
i passed all~
miracle,normally fail standing board jump plus inclined pull up,
good job eugenia *pats pats* (HAHA,CRAZYYYYY)
hooohummm,
school was fun plus funny today,
hmmmm,it was just plain funny!;D
*class's inside joke;D*
i almost went deaf at eng remedial,
im nv sitting infront again man,i swear!!
the rain soaked my books and shoes...AND ME!*aww*):
talk abt worse of the worse..
today's dinner was superb~
i ate like mad..):
im so growing fat,my tummy is coming out & im SERIOUS!):
i dont even dare to measure my weight *sigh*
i made azry tell me everyday im slimmer!:D
hahas,self-deceit!!
but seriously,dont you love a praise compared to an insult?!:/
even if an insult is true,it still brings you down...
so dont tell me im fat!
to some idiots:i hate ppl snooping ard my things,so scrammmmmm!
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Empty
The face,LOL!xD
machiam like a model posing!xD
bangssss,my aunt cut for him!;D
he keeps saying the pic of the train as MRT!LOL!xDhi all,
imma now munching on M&Ms while typing xD
the week went fast and rush,
i just want to stop and take a breather *sigh*
i didnt go for chem remedial):
guess why?!
i set my alarm clock on me phone to PM!!!>:(
sheesh,dont need you to nag at me,
i feel like slapping myself already!!
*opps,type til here my m&ms finished):*
people downstairs are irritating me,I CANT SLEEP!
with all their crazy "wah WAH WAHHHH!!!"
whats so incredible that made them go so long?!:/
i guess im more irritated not knowing than w the noise :P
today is Joaquin Lim Kai Jie's 2 yrs old birthday party,
happy birthday kiddo~;D
he's my cousin's son(what do you call that?:/)
i must be crazy,
because after i got dressed,i didnt feel like going.. ):
someone use a pot to smack my stupidly crazy head pls!
papatan really wanted to spank me,
i made him wait real long because i was fickle abt going :P
but when he came back he said luckily i didnt go,
it was kinda boring xD
and papatan took the highlights on our camera,
so he kinda brought the party to me!;D
madly cute 2 yr old w squeaky voice!!xD
he wanted to chop the cake than slice it!xD
-Blogger is being a pain for not letting me upload all pic's at once!>:(-
would you believe i spent an hour plus on this post?!
bloody hell!>:(
PS:some asshole was sooooo full of himself and was soooo sarcastic towards my fellow schoolmate,man,who the F do you think you are?!get outta zhenghua if you're that GOOD,really pissed off,truth to be told,you arent something fantastic!dont talk abt my schoolmate like that,you have no damn right to do so when you're not perfect,if you are so free,knock yourself in the head luhhh asshole!>:( at least based on personality,he beats you hands down!asshole asshole ASSHOLE!(the most extreme word i wanna emphasize :P) try saying that abt anyone again im gonna kick you outta the country and send you rolling down the stairs and y is gonna kick your dick!(WAHAHA,feels gd just by saying:P)
everytime i want to hold on to you,
something in me tells me that i'm in no position to do that,
everytime i want to ignore,
you come and make me want to hold on tighter,
u cheer me up when im down,but you do it to everyone,
and its time i learnt how to let go..
Sunday, March 21, 2010
Bless you!
Today went for couzieee Isaac's birthday :Dhe's 21!:D
happy happy birthday~
once i stepped in the multi purpose hall,i ran out!
it was so scary!:O
flooded with people and like 90% i didnt know):
only mama tan and papa tan are social butterflys~
hmmm,we talked about old traditions,
i heard once you're 21,you're supposed to have a key necklace?O.O
than i can just chain my hse key ard my neck!
hehheh,i bet you didnt hear of this b4!;D
joke joked ard,they said girls shld hold the key,
guys shld hold the lock,
so when guys lock the girls,the girls can get out;D
LOLs,i still dont get all of it.. :/
mama tan packed alot of stuffs and we were exagerating the jokes,
(omg,hard to say them all here)
tmr,i might just carry a table and all the food to school,
support and buy from me okay?!;D
LOL,FAT TTM!!!
i have no idea what to type alr,
and im tired..
and i still have alot of homework...
and i havent packed the stuffs in my room..
and SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW!!!
and i dont know where to start ._.
let me end here first okay?
BYES~~
-Edit when imma free;D-
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Does'nt matter anywayit revolved ard school(which sucks)
and i fell sick :/
when school reopens,i still have to take the stupid maths mock test,
confirm fail one,take for what?!:/
tsktsk,irritating to the max!
anyway,
today went out,TO BUGIS!^^
bus-ed to bpp first and the new 922 took me there to early..-.-
xinyi and xinyao havent prepare yet(tsk),
so what shld i do?bus back?):
nooooo,my itchy legs took me to an adventure,
and i ventured further and future away,
walked circles and went 4-5 blocks away,
i swear those roads are super irritating!!>:(
didnt go bugis for a long time,
so imma like a mad tourist!:D
i went "wahwahwah!!!"
but iluma is nothing much,
big space,but not many stuffs :/
i only love the longlong escalator,you can see everything there!:O
but i was a lil scared,xinyi was scaring meeeeeeeee!):
& i thought abt ahyong's toe *eww,dont ask!*
than if you stand too behind,you might tumble down for goodness knows how long!>:(
somehow aft typing this,the escalator feels more scary than fun):
went to eat,wanton meeeeeeeeeee~
not really good..):
but well,thats what you get for cheapo stuffs i guess):
imma getting depressed by the minute!):
crazy shopping for me,
haish,bought so many stuffs again,
i gotta get sihan to go out w me,
she thinks of stuffs more clearly and gives honest opinions,
AND DOESNT WALK AS FAST(HMMPH to both xy's)
if you ask me,i only have 2 words "looks good" ><
thats why imma going broke):
and i always deliberate,
so now im beating myself up for not buying somethings!>:(
haish forget this post,
im getting depression if i continue!>:(
Saturday, March 13, 2010
Stop it before i wont wanna let go
Everyone shld gather here,the end of school zone!our school ended whatzzz,holiday ;D
(if you get what i mean)
with xinyi ;D
with wanling
with xinyao-i tend to wanna take photos on a good hairday~ it looks long behind suddenly ;P-
Thurs went out for movie~
with xinyi and xinyao for...
alice in wonderland!
quite funny w the big headed queen,
she always says "OFF WITH THEIR HEADS!"
whenever she's not happy ;D
makes me kinda wish i had the kind of authority,
i'll behead so many xD
but kinda disappointed in this movie,
tim burton's corpse bride was so much better,
i cried when i watched it even when it was the rerun )':
although its cartoon,its real sad..):
i'll rate this movie about 3/5?middle was pretty boring..
anyway,enough of the movie,
we went shop shop around before and after movie,
i was kinda lost...
and imma tempted to buy lotsa stuffs again ;P
probably going back again w mama tan;D
OH!
when i went back,
i alighted the wrong stop -.-"
i alighted at pending-.- wth?i guess its cause i missed my pri sch..
luckily i didnt tap out,
but i did say rather loudly "OHNO!I alighted too fast!"
than w bright red cheeks i quickly ran up again,grumbling in the meantime..
today chinese mock exam,
did smth i didnt expect to do..
i mean the question!;D
was planning on gonghan and baozhangbaodao,
did the opposite :O
of course i had the choice since i studied,
but kinda cool i did smth unexpected,
oh and my brain was working well,
it was really awake and i thought of chim words easily,
if only today had maths exam how nice would it be?
by wed i wonder if my brain will die down?:/
paper 2 was kinda distracted,
the noise and all and knowing that aft sch imma going out,
well,paper 2 might suck,but it was easy..
o'level came out b4,
if only my o'level was that easy,
i might just jump up and shout "YES!!"
oh and the passage was about being positive,
inspiring~really if i get such cool passages(instead of boring one's)
i'll be so happy..
but i almost cried,
because the strongest ppl are the one's you least expect,
he's so pitiful but he did what most non-disabled normal ppl wont do,
touching~
anyway,today is officially the holiday for us chinese students,
celebrate~;D
i wanna go running w lucky tmr,
he is so gonna rot i hope his "prince" syndrome doesnt occur,
if not i gotta carry him and run!
okay going off,
happy holidays everyone~
relax while you can but must also finish the stack of homework..):
oh!analysis of 3 day fj for F&N done~
imma so happy~;D (thats why im bragging :P)
sheer hardwork sia and i did it for so many weeks):
and i chose my recipes!!;D
salmon,wholemeal bread cupcake(?weird?),braised vegetables and ABC soup,
oh i love ABC soup~;D
my chance to learn it well~:D
Saturday, March 6, 2010
Sometimes unbearablebut turns out well ;D
today had chem remedial,the timing was so confusing,
so early morning text text text(why didnt i do it yesterday?!!)
found out it was 8.30am,
plop back to sleep,
mama tan not at home,and so i overslept xD
i just knew i shldnt have slept,
but my body just didnt follow my brain.. :/
breakfast at greenridge w syahidah meanie,
HAHA,its nice to irritate her and call her syasya fierce!!*TRY IT*
fufufu,she always snapped back and call me eugina(dont ask)-.-
it always feels like we can nv run outta topic to chitty chatty abt,
and i feel that even if we stayed silent,we wont be uncomfortable..
not as if we needed to engage in a conversation to impress each other,
its kinda cool,i mean you cant feel that way w everyone!
i like it when she say "yeah like totally!" and some other stuffs i dont rmb._.
like a totally different lingo(*heartland addiction!*)
*syasya dont let this get into your head!;D*
and we had issues,same problem,on diff ppl..
im glad i gt that off my chest!(shes the 1st i told)
haishhh,nvm,we earned some bonding time,i enjoyed it!:D
met syahir and abbas there,
and the whole breakfast thingy became more fun and funny!
exchange a bit of abbas's chicken rice w my carrot cake,
and i was tempted swap the whole thing!;P
i was complaining abt everyone being asleep and no one texting me):
than syasya texted saying "im up early morning to text u hehe.sweet uh"
awwwws,shes the best;D
hey,but whats w the self compliment of being sweet?;D
abbas bought milk coffee and its niceeee~:D
me and syahir were drinking it more than abbas!
than away we go back to school for maths,
b4 that abbas brought rollerblades,
*i persuaded him to let me blade home!;P*
and he and syahir took turns,
walao,act noob only,but skate like pro~*Jealous*
they pulled each other down and it was hilarious!;D
*i mean it was purposely and not painful*
played 5,10,15 w abbas,his reaction damn funnehhh!!;D
so i played v.long w him!HAHA*also cos im not willing to lose*
maths on vectors,
so far so good,but its only the basics-.-
still good basics develop gd foundations,
so far still maths enthu,
wonder how long it will last?:/
before it goes away,i better go do my tuition homework,
i cant believe im saying this,
but maths is kinda cool,
especially if you get it,
*if you dont,you whine like how i usually do*
wanted to post short,
but haish i believe i elaborated much more than i wanted to,
i guess this shows my character is observant,
ohmygosh!character?lit-ti-fied!;D
i better stop b4 i go on about settings,themes and what not!
toodles~
*i want the thing most impt to you,im gonna put up a fight to get it!once im determinded,my turn to mock you will come!*
Thursday, March 4, 2010
Frustration
isnt it cool?!;D i forgot what made this somehow.. ._."
Blue is copper!;D i rmbered!yayness!;D
if we cap it up,we could sell it,cos isnt it nice to collect?!;D (ONLY BLUE~)
shaoyang's one,MINE!!,hweemin's one,seeyun's one ;D like deep deep oceans!;Dlike according to height right?~
mine!!;D (yes,those are my fingers,i cut my nails!)Today i was feeling moody and frustrated,
for idk what reason!!
i'm probably crazy,
but i guess i did a pretty gd job of covering it,
cos no one asked like "why u emo?"
i still have to tell others myself b4hand i didnt feel like talking,
but i still talk so much.. :P
im not meaning what i say eh?
but i really feel that way inside and it kinda fumed up sometimes!!!
im giving up solving this mystery,
it just makes me more frustrated!!
anyway,
2.4 run today,
i swear i really didnt feel like running,
but everyone was so competitive,
it makes you wanna go too i guess.. :/
my legs ache and i suck at it now,
gonna train my stamina and hope i make it for the test,
I DONT WANT RE-RUN!!
but exercise makes me really awake,
(so does the foul smelling ammonia during chem),
i sound contradicting,run or dont run good? *sigh*
who really knows anyway?
hahax,i'm really abnormal today,
so forgive me?;P
today both xy and xx went for percy jackson and the lightning thief,
if only the show started later,
i would go..):
but sadly,i needed to go settle some misunderstanding w C,
everything was okay~:D
rumours are really scary stuffs!!
(and ppl shld mind their own business!!)
gossiping is bad enough(i admit i do gossip and quite alot :P)
but thankgod it was forgiven and forgotten,
also another beauty of life~
aft that lunched w C b4 going home~
im really irritated by smth i usually overlook,
(i must be crazy somehow)
and i gt really angry to the extent i felt my blood boiling,
you are being used and you dont even know it!
and when i see that kind of situation again today,
smth inside me snapped(i did keep a straight face though)
ARGHHH!!!you ppl are too much!!!
but since the person who is being used doesnt mind,
(and apparently doesnt realise)
i figured i shldnt care so much..
i have much to worry for myself anyway~
&,
i dont wanna fake it anymore,
i'm so tired of going according to some stuffs,
can i just follow what i like?!
i feel uncomfortable although i hide it,
but today i really had it!ARGHHHHH!!!
&,
i'm tired of de-coding your thoughts,
you nv say what you really meant,
your words always sound so mocking!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
you're making me topsy turvy!!!
im so tired of doing what you like,
accomodating also has an extent!!
dont let my acceptance of who you are let it get over your head!!
i have stuffs i dont like too!! (to: s)
idk what to do,
all i know is that i had it and smth exploded in me,
today really sucked,
totally not my kinda day,
and im tired of handling all these non-sense,
luckily,no chinese remedial tmr,
i will take this time to bring lucky for a walk and get a breather :D
then i'll think through my next step b4 i make my decision..
