Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Sick and tired of youcant you just sit back,listen and console me for once?
every word you say seems to compete with mine,
and is that really necessary?
idk how much longer i can take this shit!
what do i actually mean to you?a punching bag?
does bringing me below your level makes you happy?
why do you expect me always be there for you when you are'nt for me?
you really take things for granted,i have my own life too
so what if i just wanna believe?
you cant stop my thoughts,run your own life!
didnt expect you to keep dashing my hopes,im so disappointed..
sooner or later,i will no longer be there for you,
you make me feel bad abt myself just so you can feel good about yourself..
why do i have to tolerate this pain?why must i let you feel joy at my expense?..
end of mye feels so nice,
but i feel bad,cos i did last min revision..
sometimes i will wake up in the middle of the night feeling startled,
and i will start fretting over the questions at exams,
makes me regret which sucks):
and my time management sucks which made me beat myself up):
sad sad sad...):
got no eyes to see the release of results..
