Friday, June 18, 2010
I realised the reason i hated it all,was because i could never have it
wheee cupcakes!^^trial on coursework part B,
which is food science kinda thingy,
makes one feel important!;D
but so hate-ious that we have to be so precise,
but yea,have to be fair to compare results
and i seriously hate pastry margarine,
so sticky and gooey,i hope i never have to touch it again!(i know i sound so spoilt!><)
but im so proud of me and WL's experiment outcome!^^
it was messy and rough texture in the beginning :/
but it smoothed out and is a pretty brown shade,
im so proud!*sniffs sniffs*,so drama sio,LOL :P
but everytime i use the school's kitchen,i feel so grossed out,
didnt really want to eat but had to do it for evaluation,
after that,felt like puking and i didnt have lunch,
one thing good abt school's kitchen,can help you diet!;D
seriously,i dont know if its just me,
but place is ant infested and by the way i do things,i wont dare to eat it!(><)
for my cooking practical only azry ate it,
i warned him,shld have made him sign a contract too,
incase he gets food poisoning i shldnt be responsible eh? (><)
lucky for me,he is still living (okay im over exaggerating!-.-)
but looking at the way i cook,i feel full enough alr and grossed out by some stuffs :P
i've only found out today how i've been used,seems like i was your friend,but only when you need it,
what a fool i've been,believing that you're my friend
only to find that everytime im called,its when you are alone...
i could put down the things im doing because you are important to me,
but can you?seems not,
seems like you are the only impt one revolving in your own world
seems like a woke up from a long dream and in the end,i still hurt more than you do...
from today onwards,im gonna put myself priority before anything else,
i have to be more selfish instead of selfless,maybe than i wont hurt as much..
Note to self for today:This world is a selfish one,i shld'nt be the fool to care abt anyone else first,if i dont take care of myself no one else would,i have to change this weakness or i will forever be used..thanks for making me learn the lesson the hard way,im thankful that i woke up to face this reality..
