Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Words left unspoken
i srsly dont know why you give birth to me,dont your children matter?WHY DIDNT YOU PROTECT WJ?!
how could you?!you will never understand,because you dont feel the loss,
but for me,whenever i think abt the times we could have,it hurts so much..
to you only your mother matters,every single time you go running back,
i'm not saying you cant,but dont you rmb you have a daughter?me?
only your side of the family matters,they are the top of the world,they are the greatest,
their achievements make you proud,
than what abt me?
im always compared to them,nth i do is ever alright for you,nth i do makes you proud,
im always blamed and in the wrong,why am i always the one deemed lying?
have you ever turned and look at me?
what am i for anyway?
for you to make use of when you are old?
than at least pretend that you care,
im not childishly venting my anger,
its just that im disappointed far too many times,
i feel stampled on and if i continue believing,im afraid i will really go mad..
i must have sinned like mad in my previous life like maybe burnt a country or smth,
but this system is ridiculous!
its all in the upbringing and brainwashing,
unfair to just put it all on me,
damn screwed!
i feel much better aft venting,
oh,and nice lecture LGJ,KGJ & KSM!<3
funny plus meaningful
i will always rmb it!^^
"Life is like a rollercoaster,full of ups and downs,you have to experience a high slide down to have the momentum to go higher,best thing abt rollercoaster is that it does not start without a safety bar so feel free to enjoy your life's rollercoaster"
"Will you live for envy of your friends?will you live the dreams of your parents?or will you live for yourself,finding what you like and can do best?"
super inspiring~:D
