Saturday, July 17, 2010
Yesterday went out to watch despicable me,
supposed to be posting yesterday,
but had a slight fever and i didnt know it..
because i thought i was aching cos i walked ard too much at cck,
but then i had a terrible headache and sweated alot,
so i went to take my temperature,so yeap..):
took panadol and overslept..ZZZ..-.-
walao,missed chem and maths remedial!!T.T (slaps myself)
sorry syahirah my chem buddy,i promised to come):
and i hate leaving wanling alone too):
i feel so guilty im gonna dieeeeeeeee):
im so gonna make up for that with doing some practices of maths and chem!!
well,anyway,
despicable me was fantastic and awesome,
that meanie guy was mean because his mom didnt see his achievements,
and it seemed like being mean was a way of escaping,hiding his true self..
that part kinda pulled at my heartstrings...
and i feel that im a little like him too,not mean,but cold...
everyday,i feel like im just getting colder and colder,
i feel that im losing my feelings..
people fall?oh,they fall lor,in the past,i will help them out or smth,
but now?i feel that i just have to care more abt myself..
why?because when i fall,i dont see anyone helping me,i get up myself,
and well,i feel that everyone should just do so themselves too..
this mindset somehow feels wrong,but my heart doesnt listen anymore,
i dont even feel a slight pinch of pity..
anyway,i love the minions the most in the shows!
their cute language and blabberings are cuteeeeee~;D
if you have'nt seen the movie,go and catch it!!!
worth your money!!!
i dont mind if you call me for a second round okay?!!!
its totally awesome~~;D
after the movie with xinyao,
xinyi and beimin came and join us,
went ard shopping and i bought my assessment book for poa!;D
time to touch up on the topic i kinda put in the freezer,super left aside!
im broke manszx!):
im supposed to be going out again,
but poor plus sick totally ruined my mood..
omg,i still havent bought presents for july babies!):
Please take your pity away,
the way you look at me,the way you treat me and the way you talk to me,
pls take it all away,
i dont need pity,why cant you understand?!
dont you know your acts of pity makes me hate you more?
just leave me alone,
dont you know the happy family picture you show me hurts?
dont say things you dont mean..
stop giving me false hopes,
you dont know how much i believe in them and get hurt over and over again,
its absurd,the things you ask from me...
lonely?does that word even exist in her dictionary?
am i fool?someone you fall back on when you need and thrown when you dont?
i rather be left alone,pls,before i go mad...
